my survivor (niall horan)

1. Self harm

Erin's p.o.v

Every time I go deeper and deeper and the knife gets sharper and sharper and the pain gets worse and worse but worst of all the bully's beat me again an again and I just cut more and more. I try to stop but it's almost impossible. I've been to many support groups but they never work. My mom thinks I'm depressed but she does not know I cut. She still lives in Ireland.

I put the knife in. It hurts so much but feels so right. Cutting is my get away. I move the knife all around my wrist. My wrist is pumping blood but I don't care. I stick it in and do it again but deeper. The blood is all over the bathroom floor.

I clean up the blood on my wrist and put on my bracelets. I always wear 20 at a time so no one knows. I start to clean up the floor when my room mate Chloe walks.

"Erin, please tell me you didn't cut again" she panics looking at the blood.

"I'm sorry, the bullies got the best of me again I sigh.

"it's ok" she sighs as she hugs me. " where did you do it this time"

"my wrist" I sigh.

"you really have to stop" she says.

" I know. Let's get ready for school"

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