Ever since the day you left my world has never been the same.
I can't get you out of my head.
Our memories never seem to fade.
kissing in the rain felt like we were in a movie.
When you were mad I calmed you down. When I was sad, you stopped me from crying.
You left five years ago.
You left my heart broken.
I was the one that shattered it thinking you would be back.
I see you when your not there.
I look at old pictures of the two of us and think why it ended this way.
We never said goodbye.
We never said the words break up before you left.
We never really got the chance to fall in love.
This is silly I know.
I should move on.
I should find someone new, but I still want you.
Listening to music, I find songs that remind me of you.
I find pictures and wish the person standing beside me was you.
I want to feel your hand holding mine.
I want your arms around my waist.
I want the person I can't have.
I'm sitting in my room, sitting in class, sitting outside and thoughts of you fill my mind.
Everywhere I turn I see us together.
Everywhere I look, I hope to see your face.
Everything I do somehow reminds me of you.
I still cry for you too.
I want to move on but never saying goodbye, some days I feel like it ruined my life.
I remember sitting on your bed.
Laying right beside you.
Having a secret to keep.
I knew it wouldn't last, I knew I would have to say something, so here it is.
However, some secrets are worth keeping.
Some parts of our relationship I saved for me and you.
Come back or don't, but just know this.
When I cry and hold my pillow tight, I'm thinking of you.
I'm thinking of our first kiss.
Our last kiss.
The way you used to say I love you.
