Awakening Of thy Savior(series)

This is only the beginning.

A loud bang woke we up from my sleep . Looking around a little confused, another bang make me looked across to my door.

"Clever !?Clever honey are you in their!?"My mom yelled as she tried to open the door but was denied access by the dresser behind it.

Rubbing the sleep from my eyes I nod before remembering she couldn't see me.

"Yeah am coming!"I yelled getting up from my position on the floor.

Walking over to the door I moved the dresser from behind it and opened the door.

My mom's worried face soon washed with relief.

"Young lady why was your room door locked?!"she demanded entering my room.

"Sorry I -I was rearranging the room!"I lied .

Looking around she frowned,"Really ?!"

"Everything looks the same!"she thought out loud before waving it off,"Your father and I are going to visit a friend who lives out of town in the morning and we won't be back until in the night so your going to have to babysits  your brother!"

Looking at her with wide eyes I shook my head,"Can't you guys bring him with you!?"

Folding her arms she said,"No!Your babysitting him and that's final!"she said leaving no room for debate as she walked out of the room.

Still standing there I started to worry,with all of  what's going on a baby is the last thing I need .

Closing my room door I walked over to my bag,opening it I searched for the book but it wasn't there, looking around my room I couldn't find it any where.

Shit!

The one thing that could have help me  figure out what was going on was gone.

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The next day mom and dad left for there trip out of town leaving me with strict orders.

I stood on the porch watching as they drove down the road disappearing out of  sight.

And at that moment my thoughts became reckless.Having Jayden around me wasn't the best idea.

I wasn't  in the right mental position to take care of a baby- not in this situation where I could barely take care of myself.

The only good thing is that he's not up yet giving me a little more time to myself.

Going inside I pushed the door  close, wincing when it slammed I  curse under my breath when crying started coming from up stairs.

So much for time to myself!

Going upstairs I went into  the nursery  which was across from my room .There I saw him standing in his crib with tears running down his cheeks.

Looking up at me through his blue eyes he stretched his tiny arms outwards .

I lifted him up and place him on my hip.Rocking him as he continued crying I went back down stairs .

I figured he was hungry so I  sat him down in his baby chair before  fetch his tea which was already made . Bringing it to him I watched as he sucked on his bottle.

Starring at my little brother I sighed deeply. Hoping that today  would be a normal day, if not for mine  then at least for his sake.

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After spending half of my day watching Barney and friends ,hushing my brother every time he started crying for 'mamma',and changing diapers -I was officially ready to give up on life.