I don't want to be alive
I don't want to be alive I said
This world is no home for me , these people do not understand me
Nobody does
Do I understand myself ?
No
I'm lost , nothing feels complete
Happiness is merely a dream
A dream , a dream that I can't seem to get hold of as I drift further and further away as days go by
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live anymore I said outloud ...
OUTLOUD
I laugh it off as they stare
My mental health is a joke as they continue to laugh it off
I'm fine I say ...
I'm fine
