3 Months Later...
Chassidy's POV...
It's been 3 months since me and August made us official. Not much has change except I live with August but lately I feel like he's been hiding something. I don't want to believe that he is cheating on me but something tells me he is or has. I sat in our room thinking what if he cheated because when he wants to fuck I say no because I'm not ready. My eyes began to get glossy at the thought of the Love of my life possibly sleeping with someone else.
At about 3a.m. August came strolling in like everything was cool. He walked over to the bed and tried to kiss my cheek but I moved my face.
August POV...
So I just left the strip club with my boys it was this one bad ass stripper she couldn't compare to Chassidy but she was still bad. I'm talking bout thickest red bone I have ever seen. I asked her if she could give be a private lap dance so she escorted me to a private room. I promised myself I would behave because I don't want to hurt Chassidy but ass the shots kept coming I did more and more shit. How the fuck am I supposed to tell Chassidy I fucked a stripper when I told her I was going to the studio.
When I walked in the house it was about 3a.m. and I knew Chassidy was pissed. When I walked into our room she was sitting up with her head rested against the headboard. Damnitttt she's pissed for sure. I walked over to kiss her cheek but she turned her face away. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt her. "Where Have You Been August??? " She asked with her voice cracking as she spoke. " Bae I been at the studio laying this new song down." I said trying to song convincing. "AUGUST DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING LIE TO ME" She Yelled With Tears Streaming Down Her Face.
"Okay Chassidy I was at the strip club with the boys having a good time having drinks" I said. "Look I fuck a stripper and I hate myself for it but if you hate me and want us to be over I completely understand but just know that I'm sorry I fucked up and it was never my intention to hurt you " I said almost in tear myself because I don't wanna loose her ain't no female worth me loosing my future wife. She sat there and began to cry harder..She started Punching my face Screaming that she hates me. I grabbed a few pillows and a cover and went to the couch. I don't deserve a girl like her I don't even deserve to sleep in the same room as a goddess like her. I put my head phones in I started singing along to Daddy Dirty Money Ft. Chris Brown - I know
Don't you ever leave!
Don't you ever go away!
I love you, I love you!
Yea, I'm begging you, don't you leave,
Yea, I'm begging you, don't you go!
You've got my heart, you've got my heart!
I know I f-cked off, I know I f-cked off!
I know I f-cked off!
I'm sorry baby!
Baby I need you, baby I need you, yeah!
I need you baby!
But now you're going
And I'm forced to deal with your absence,
All alone in this madness,
All alone on my mattress,
Don't know how the hell this happened!
You know loving me was a hazard,
Outcome of my actions.
I wish we could go back,
Go back a couple of chapters,
Back when there was laughter,
YOU ARE READING
thuggish love
Casualethis book is about two people who are in the game and are completely catching feelings in the process of it all... Will They Last Or Nahhh???
