They think they understand why kids cut. They think that as our fucking blood is turning red or when we inject something in our skin, that they know what is best for us. Therefore, they stick more needles in us. Poking deeper inside. They lock us up in a foam room for hours at a time, away from our friends, family, and writing. Exc.... They think that all we need is to be away from sharp tools, but we know better. The thing we need away from is everyone telling us how to FUCKING live!!!!!!!!!!! They say we need to grow up, but they are the ones who act like kids, torturing us. Telling us when to go to bed, when to eat, when to hang out with our friends. Fussing at us when we cut, this causes us to cut even more.
AND DEEPER IN THE FUCKING VAIN!!!
All they think about is being in control; they are the reason we fucking bleed, why we jump to our deaths, from high in the sky. THEY ARE WHY WE LIVE IN HELL!!!! My friends, my family, EVERYONE treats me like SHIT!!!! IN ADDITION, I DO NOT GIVE A DAMNED... All they have done to me. Is mock me, Hit me. Rape me. Touch me. Scream at me! Well I am fucking tired of it!!!!!!!!!!!! Just leave us alone we never hurt you!!!!!!!!!! All we wanted was to get away from you bastards!!!
But you are to childish to Frigging understand this shit!!!!!!!!!
So just, leave us alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
© 2011 S. D. Blankenship
