Alot of peolpe live happy lives, the other live life as a living hell, and think of suicide..daily.
i myself am one of the unhappy people that is alone all days.
till i was about 5 years old i lived a happy to normal childs life, that is untill my mom just disappeared and left, and after that my dad became an alcoholic.
since then life just went downhill.
when im not in my bed crying, im at school. hating life even more than i should. everyone stars at me walking with my smuged eyeliner and mascara running down my face. and of course the popular,rich girls have to say something about everyone.
"aw, poor little madison! thinking about how ugly you are?" hannah, the most popular person out of there trio says to me while her friend emily is applying lipgloss.
i close my eyes and continue walking as a tear hits the floor.
i arrive at third period english and sit down in my seat, i wipe my eyes and get my supplies out of the class.
i watch the door as students enter and fill up the classroom as i spot a decent looking boy walk into the classroom, he was wearing a pink sweatshirt with the hoodie on his head, black ripped jeans, and vans.
i couldnt help but look at his, his eyes..were just so, cute. his smile was just so whilte, his hair was just so brown and fluffy.
"joey. take the hoodie off." the stric teacher clamed him to do
"joey" i say under my breathe as the bell rings
" ok class open to chapter 8 in the book and read on youre own. if you talk you get a detention" the teacher assigns
35 minutes went by witch felt like eternity. i didnt read the book, i thought of the name " joey".
as everyone is rushing out the door to go to 4th period i feel a light tap on the back of my shoulder
i get really scared to turn around but i do and its... joey
my eyes grow into heart eyes "hey, you seem chill. do you wanna come to the party tonight at my boy hunters" joey speaks
"umm....yea..yeah ill come." i said, i was very hesitant answering but i thought "what could happen"
"cool. see you then" joey says back to me with a slight smile
after we both went the other way, i gained a smile on my face for what felt like my first smile in months " did i really just get asked to a party?" i asked myself "no, your to much of a dissapointment to be asked for anything" i say in my head and start secend guessing my thoughts.
last period rolls around and i see joey walk in, i quickly look away as i hear a deep voice approach me ... its joey " can i sit?"
"yeah"
"can i get your number to send you all the information?"
"yeah"
i then give it to him and we start taking about the party.
the school day ends and i go straight to the bus to go home, i sit alone starring out the window with my headphones in as today my music suddenly got interrupted by a text by joey saying
"hey"
"hey"
he gave me hunters address and what time the party was at
"thank you! looking forward to the party"
then we start texting all evening untill the party started
i was ready to for the party and wore this
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i arrive at the party and get super nervous going in.. but i did, and that was probably the best decision ive made.
