I've had to fight my inter life alone. It doesn't matter if one person was there for one break down. That doesn't count I know I can fight alone but I am so tired of fighting alone. Why can't I have someone that is there for me when I really need someone what did I do to make me not enough. I'm not enough for my own mother to love all of me. I'm not enough for my friend to except that I have a life and that I make my own choices. I'm not enough to fight for at least that's what a family member said to me. I'm not enough for anyone apparently. What the fuck did I do to deserve this because obviously I do because why else would I be treated this way. I make my own fucking choices yes people can tell me there opinion and I will listen and think about it. But I fucking give up this isn't worth it anymore.
