Nick. his brilliant brown eyes, his charming smile, the faint smell of lemon that wafts around his body. i keep thinking about how perfect he is and how he even has the slightest interest in me.
Vinny. i cannot help the way he looked last night. not even one glance at my direction. i love him, i really do, Vinny is my best friend. i cannot deny that i love the way he gently trails his long fingers down my back. but no, Kayla do not think of this, do not. i slowly drift to sleep thinking about this. i shouldnt, but i cant get both of them out of my head.
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i look around and see Bianca is not in her bed. i call out her name but no answer she must have left somewhere, but when the room door opens its not Bianca who stands there, but Vinny. i run over to him and embrace him in a much needed hug, mumbling into his neck of how sorry i am
"Kayla" he says in a raspy voice. i look up and stare into his eyes, for what seems forever until i put my hands on the back of his head and pull him in for a kiss.
i can feel him tense at first, his mouth hard underneath mine, but then as he tangles his hands through my hair i can feel him relax his mouth getting soft under mine. my legs seem weak, this is so much to take in, yet i am enjoying it. eventually we fall onto the bed and begin again. his hands slowly and gently caress my back his fingers trailing down my sides. i love his touch and i crave more. i push us closer together so that our whole body fits like a puzzle piece. i can feel his warm breath against my mouth and both sighing in desire as we get more and more intimate. he breaks for a moment and stares into my eyes again
"Kayla" he says i try to kiss him again but he turns his head and pushes me off
"Kayla"
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"Kayla! you idiot get up. and stop moaning my brothers name while your at it." Bianca got off her bed and went to the wardrobe to pick out her clothes for the day. I rubbed at her eyes lazily and stared up at the ceiling.
"i was not moaning his name" I said in a matter-of-fact tone, even though her my was a bit flushed.
"Vinny, Vinny, Oh! Vinny" Bianca said imitating my voice. "It was getting annoying quite frankly, so i had to wake you up. Plus we have to get downstairs and eat. And today's the boys first performance, you should wear this" she said pulling out one of my black flowy sundresses. it went off the shoulder and went above my knees. it was a personal favourite. I nodded her head and Bianca threw me the garment. I headed off to the bathroom and looked at my tangled brown hair. I sighed and turned away from the mirror to put the dress on. I brushed my hair out and put it in a messy bun. i put on some mascara and eyeliner with and applied my fruit punch lip balm. i looked decent now. My dress was black, so it would probably attract the Las Vegas sun, and hopefully attract Nick. ugh, not again. i silently cursed myself for thinking these absurd thoughts, and for dreaming that awful dream. I was here to support the boys, and that's all.
When i got out of the bathroom Bianca was already dressed up in jean shorts and a sheer blue blouse, her wild blonde hair flung over her shoulders. She looked like a doll.
"Lets go get food" i said managing a smile. we walked out the door and walked down the hall.
"so, what were you dreaming about?" Bianca asked. i looked down at my feet in hopes that she wouldn't see my flushed face.
"I swear to god Kayla, if you were having a erotic dream of having sex with my brother the-" i stopped her before she could say any more.
"BIANCA!" i looked at her startled.
"i'm obviously not going to dream about that. that's gross" i mumbled the lie. if she hadn't woken me up i knew it might have led to that. i looked over and saw her smirking at me. we arrived at the restaurant and saw all the boys pigging out on the massive hoards of food in front of their faces. i looked over to talk to Bianca but she already left and was getting her food. i looked at the table trying to find Vinny, but he wasn't there. That's weird. Nick looked up and smiled at me and waved for me to come over. then he looked behind me and started glaring. A pair of strong hands wrapped around my waist and i could already tell that Vinny was holding me. I felt my heartbeat speed up and cursed my stupid heart. i shouldn't be thinking this. He's my best friend. you arn't supposed to have these thoughts about your best friend. i turned around and looked at him.
"I'm so sorry Kay" he said softley while burying his head into the crook of my neck holding me tightly, not daring to let go.
It was like my dream- all over again.
