My River of tears

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Brians POV

Jackson just walked passed. I just felt him staring and my whole body went weak. He was gonna wanna fight me.

Lisa's POV

About 15mins after calling Jackson, there was a knock on the door. It was Jackson with Starbucks.
"Hey i got this for you" he says and kisses my cheek...i love him
"Thanks baby" i say as i hug him...he hugs me back. Ugh i love his hugs. He wraps his arms all the way around me and hold me tight. Its the best feeling in the world and it makes me feel so safe.
We go to my room and sit on my bed. I rant to him what happened today and he gets more mad with every word.
"I saw Brian he has a hand print of the side of his face" he says
"Oh yeah that was me" i said pointing at myself "good job" he said and laughed. "Why does this happen to me? Im sorry i have to make you part of this as well" i said and laid back to where my head was upside down. "Well i know if a bunch of girls were after me you'd want to be involded so i want to be involded and it doesnt bother me as long as i keep you to myself" he said with a smirk. I laugh and sit up and i wrap my arms around his neck. He puts his hands on my waist and kisses me. I kissed back. We lay down while kissing still. He trails off and starts kissing my neck a little and then he whispers "i love you and you're mine all mine" which made me shiver and kisses my neck once more then kisses my lips again and gets up. I get up too and say "wow way to kill a mood" he just laughs. "I love you i got to go though i told my dad id meet him to go help out with the car"
"Okayyyyy " i say whining pucking my lips a little. He kisses them. I smile and walk him to the door.
"Hey um wanna watch a movie at my place tonight?" He asked before he left
"Yeah sure" i said "Okay," he said "ill see you at 8" "okay bye love you" i said "love you more" he said and left.

I go back to my room and get on my chromebook...i feel my phone buzz.
Its a message from mark.

Mark😜🤘🏼: hey umm...can we talk?
Me: um yeah sure whats up?
Mark😜🤘🏼: not on messages can we like talk talk like face to face? My house, at 8?
Me: cant sorry how bout 6pm?
Mark😜🤘🏼: why not 8?
Me: Im going over to Jackson's to watch movies
Mark😜🤘🏼: oh, um, yeah sure whenever you can i guess🤷🏻
Me: okay I'll be over at 6🙂
Mark😜🤘🏼: k see ya
*read*
I wonder what this is about.
I went to my room to get ready. It was 4:47pm which meant i had sometime before heading to marks.
I put on some ripped jeans and a red cropped tank top and my white high top converses.
I straighten my hair and put it on a pony tail and put some mascara and light lipgloss on.
After i was done it was 5:20pm
I went to the living room and watched some TV.
Jacob came in, and looked at me with a worried look.
"Whats wrong?" I asked
"Oh um nothing" he says
He stuttered, something was really wrong.
"Tell me now" i say
"Fine! Mark still loves you, he is in love with you, he still talks about you like you put the stars in the sky. He wants you to be with him so bad and misses you, he damns the day you and Jackson got together, he was going to ask you out that same day but Jackson got to you first" he said in a rapid and shaky voice as if he were scared.
"Oh my god, thats probably why he wanted me to go over to his house" i said. "Please dont tell him i told you this, he was wanting to tell you himself, and look" he said as he shows me a picture of him....he had cuts in his arm...his eyes were bloodshot, and his hair was all a mess...he looked awful. i got tears in my eyes.
All of a sudden so many flashbacks happen....when we were happy, together, we had been perfect. But he cheated on me, he hurt me....but if i think about it more....i had done the same thing....
So many thoughts came to mind and all i felt was jacob hugging me tight...
After he made me feel better, i wiped my tears, and headed over to marks.
Oh boi.