i'm not saying I want to die but if I were to drop dead I'd be okay with that.
when you can't kill yourself, fake your death.
disappear and dead people off.
when you want to keep living to see what the future beholds but you feel miserable within the current state you're living in.
that's why you're so careless, because you're not living
you're dead..numb
you want to start living
you want to have a career, a significant other, a family.
you want to travel and to fulfill your dreams, but first you have to get through this.
because in reality you don't want to die, you just want this chapter to die.
you want new beginnings
a fresh start filled with joy, laughter and happiness.
you want it all good but, good things take time so you can't rush what life has to offer.
be patient, feel, experience, and grow.
this too will pass
