Shameful Shades of Red (A destiel fanfic)

Chapter 1

Who cares about football practice when you can stare at a cute boy reading a book in the bleachers? I don't, not a bit. Staring at that boy, Castiel I believe, was like being drawn into the void. There is just something about him, something I want to make my own. Then he looked up, catching my longing stares. He almost dropped the book in his hands, giggling and blushing a little. I just go red and turn back to the game.
"DEAN HEADS UP!" Adam hollered.
"What?" I turned towards him, just in time to be hit in the face with a football. The last thing I remember is Adam falling down with laughter as I hit the ground.
When I woke up again I was on something soft, and my face was cold. I opened my eyes to see big blue ones with dark hair staring back at me.
"Oh, hello Dean. I see you are awake. I was the only person not on the team who knew what to do with you." Castiel held the ice on my face as I sit up.
"Well thanks Cas" I said, giving him the grin which makes all the panties drop.
"C-Cas? Who gave you permission to nick-name me?" The other boy blushes lightly, obviously flustered.
"I gave me permission" I chuckle, ruffling his hair. "Thanks for taking care of me, Cas" I smile, if any girl had been like this to me I would have kissed her before leaving, I want to do that to him, but something is different. All my feelings for him aren't sexual like everyone else, I want to know him. I want to figure this guy out, I want to be friends, I want to hold him, what is it about this boy?
"You are very welcome Dean...I have to leave, bye Dean" And with that Cas quickly made his way.
About three seconds after Castiel ran out Sam came in.
"Hey man! You okay? I heard what happened, this is why models can't do football." Sam chuckles, brushing his hair out of his eyes and sitting next to me. "What was up with that guy that ran out before I came in? He looked awfully scared of me!" Sam laughs, since he's a Sophomore he doesn't know who Castiel is, since we are Seniors.
"Oh, his name is Castiel. I don't know much about him, nobody does. I just sit and watch him, not in a weird way. Well, if there is a normal way to watch someone... But that's beside the point. He's just this mysterious new kid and-" Sam cuts me off there.
"Okay you are either obsessed or banging him."Sam concludes.
"DON'T SAY THAT SO LOUD SAMMY" My face went red as a fresh apple.
"You're the only one yelling here Dean." Sam grins, laughing hard.
"Okay maybe I'm a little obsessed, but this guy is so different than anybody else I've ever wanted..." I sigh, pained.
"I can see that Dean, just I dunno, ask him out or something." Sam said casually.
"I can't just do that Sam! I need to talk to him at least a little first!" I blushed a bit, knowing that just asking out of the blue is a no go.
"Whatever Dean" Sam just chuckled, knowing I was confused as hell on how to deal with this.