Complicated - G.D

THREE

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I went home that a afternoon after school feeling good about what I've accomplished today, I made a new friend and the guy who "catcalled" me got beaten up, nice. As of always I was listenig to the queen Nicki Minaj and as of always I rapped my heart out. I should be a rapper lmao. 

"They see you doing good, now its kinda hard to diss you, n*ggas be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you, n*iggas be mad when they can't come and live lavish with you" I rapped right until I got home when I see GRAYSON?! standing in my room when I walked in

"HOLY... GRAYSON FUCKING DOLAN! SHIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" I dropped my bag and put my car keys on the kitchen counter. Grayson took a step closer and smirked.

"Grayson you're scaring me.." I stepped backwards. 

"You're mine okay?" he whispered. I couldn't help it, I was lost in his eyes and just his perfection overall. I simply nodded. He came closer, 'wait what did I give him permission to do? I hope its not-'  His lips crashed onto mine and he pushed me op to the wall with strength.

"Gray- Grayson my par- parents" I mumbled out, I couldn't breathe. He pulled me away and looked at me

"We're going to my place"

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His room was big, everything in his room was big, his closet, his bed, his d- no I'm kidding.               He pushed me a little so I landed on his bed as he hovered over me, taking of his shirt while doing so. I swear to god I almost fainted when I saw his muscles cause "god dahm" I thought and bit my lip. Grayson gave me a passionate kiss and removed his jeans along with my shirt. I was defiantly scared that he was gonna walk right out that door when he saw my body without clothes. I have a really low self esteem and this is ne of my biggest fears. I know Grayson has seen me in underwear before but from a distance you can't see the 50 scars I have covering my body. I started getting emotionel, why? Why am I crying in front of the school hottest boy about to have sex with me? I should be happy, I was happy but those scars reminded me of the bad times I've been through. Grayson looks up at me with a sad look and brushes one of my tears away. Wait what? Grayson is supposed to laugh and kick me out, he's a fuckboy, right? He takes my hand and kisses each and every scar on my body before returning to my lips

"You're the most beautiful girl I know, okay? Remember" His eyes are not black, not shiny light brown but filled with a thing I like to call love. That night me and Grayson Dolan made love

Lmao im so bad at this, sorry for a shitty chapter I have to do my homework. yay