Unattractive [completed]

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(I recommend listening ☝🏼 to feel the sadness 😂)

[Last Chapter Special Ending]

Yoongi Looks around The room he appeared in and sees Jimin standing there. "Jimin? What are you doing? Where am I?" Yoongi looks around the room in silence expecting Jimin to respond. But e never does. It's almost as if Yoongis invisible to Him. Yoongi walks up to Jimin and Tries to grab his hand but Jimins Body Vanishes, Yoongi suddenly hears A little boy crying behind him and when he looks he sees Jimin- or what looks like Jimin. "Park Jihyun please I need you to explain us what happened to you." Yoongi heard someone say.
"M-Mommy a-and D-Daddy h-hit m-me."

Yoongis face scrunches in confusion when he sees the boy infront of him sobbing. Yoongi tries to Grab His hands similar to what he tried to do to Jimin when The boy 'Jihyun' Disappears same as Jimin.
"What the hell is going on"
Yoongi Looks around once more and Sees Jimin again but he is laying on his bed crying. He looks bad, he has bruises and cuts all over his body. He's fully naked. Yoongi realizes
"w-why dad..why did you do this.." Jimin suddenly gets up from his bed and lips towards the bathroom and disappears again.
Now Yoongi is full on confused. 'Why did he see a so called boy Named Jihyun only once when the rest were of Jimin? Where is Jimin? Where am I?'
All of a sudden the Used to be White Room is now pitch black and shows-

[Flashback Start]

No one will love me if I'm unattractive.

You little pathetic faggot. Have you seen yourself? Wait you can't cause every fucking mirror brakes once you look into it.No one will love you Park Jimin. Just get used to being alone forever. You've spent 18 years alive maybe you should just go and kill yourself. I mean, it's not like anybody would notice your gone.

Jimin Sits In the bathroom Stall Crying his eyes out. The Little voice in his head just keeps persuading him to Kill himself everyday and today Jimins has had enough of it. He doesn't care where or when he does it he just wants it to get over with.

"The only way to get rid of it.. is to get rid of me"

Exactly Jimin. Hurry up and do us all the favor and Kill yourself you self-centered bitch. what are you waiting for? GO KILL YOURSELF ALREADY

"S-STOP I-IT!!.." Jimin screams out in the bathroom still balling his eyes out. Jimin gets out of the stall and Immediately is introduced to the mirror in front of him. "YOU COWARD WHY CANT YOU JUST DO IT!" He screams at himself to the mirror in front of him. He doesn't care if anyone hears him. He doesn't notice one boy walking in. "h-hey.. a-are you okay?"
"what do You care? You don't know me. Go away!" Jimin yells at the Raven haired next to him, but the Raven just stays there analyzing The blondes face. To The raven haired boy, Park Jimin is a Etherial being. He's never heard or seen someone as beautiful as him. But something feels familiar about this boy.

"DIDN'T YOU HEAR ME? ARE YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING GET OUT!" Jimin cries out, "Y-OU KNOW WHAT!" Jimins runs out of the bathroom with a red puffy face before the raven haired could do anything he ran towards The blonde currently running away from him. "PLEASE WAIT!" The raven says but Jimin doesn't listen instead he keeps running. The feeling Jimin feels right now is hate and Fear. Jimin feels as if he's running from the voice in his mind.

[Flashback End]

Now Yoongi understands why he can only remember Jimin.
He's fake.
Jimin Created Him.
He understands why whenever he goes to school he Never gets called on or Picked on even if he raises his hand for people to notice him. He realizes that No one even looked at him. He thinks
Why am I so stupid?
Well No one would really think they're body and mind is fake. What if I'm dreaming. I'm real. I know I am.

Yoongi is introduced to a new voice. Jimins voice but.. a deeper and more.. sinful voice. Not the familiar High pitch Squeakyvoice of Park Jimin.
Jimin is Sitting On a chair in the middle of Black room with a light over his head so it only shows Jimins figure.
He had his hands on his eyes and his elbows on his knees. He's..crying.. again..
Right when Yoongi is about to talk he hears the Deep voice talking-

"Pathetic Park Jimin. Don't you know how much people suffer now that your alive. So many people could eat the food you eat. Drink all that wasted water you drank. Your so ungrateful Your selfish. You only care about yourself. Let me tell you something you. your so unattractive, your fat. You eat way too much. You smell like Spoiled Milk, And your hair is dry. Your face is too Puffy and your eyes are too small. Your so imperfect no ones going to ever love you. Even your mom. She hates you I can tell. You get on her nerves, I bet she's embarrassed to bring her embarrassment of a son out in public.

Yoongi Hears the hurtful words the voice is saying. 'Is this what Jimin tells himself?..' The voice starts speaking again.

Your Unattractive.
I know..
No one would love someone like you.
I know...
Your all alone.
I know..
No wonder Your parents beat you.
...
Your worthless.
...
A waste of space.
...

Yoongi Didnt expect Jimin to respond to these words. "Don't believe Him Jimin. I love you."
Is what Yoongi tries to say but.. no sound comes out of his mouth. He realizes... he can't help Jimin anymore.. Jimins already lost..
"Jimin your beautiful. I love you.. don't let anyone tell you different.." Yoongi fails once more at saying.

Jimin...I'm so sorry...my purpose.. I've tried Jimin I'm so sorry I failed you.. you were supposed to be happy.. I was supposed to make You happy..but it didn't work.. I'm sorry Jimin..

Jimin sighs..

"Maybe I'm Just someone who's not meant to be loved"

And with that last Sentence..
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Jimin dies alone in the hospital with no one in the room with him. The warmth Yoongi once gave him is gone.

THE END