friends or not..?

"best mistake..?"

Adrien POV

Its been about a few days since the last time I saw Marinette, let alone talk to her.

She's not answering my calls and I'm starting to get really worried.

For the past couple of weeks we were at it, I've been going over her place a lot and everytime I did it always ended with our clothes off and our bodies tangled together.

Marinette...is truly an angel. I understand that we shouldn't really be doing this...but its like once it started I just couldn't stop.

Marinette was like a drug to me and once i had a taste i just couldnt get enough.

Of course i didnt want her thinking that i just wanted her around for sex, so I've taken her out a few times and even bought her gifts. I've been a little bit busy with my modeling lately so I haven't been able to give her the attention she deserves.

Plagg didn't seem to like it at all. After leaving her house he would sometimes shake his head at me about the whole thing.

"You humans are weird. How can you mate with someone like that and not call yourselves a couple."

"Its...complicated Plagg. It was a mutual decision." I tried to explain myself, but deep down I knew I sounded stupid. "She knows I like someone and besides I doubt she even likes me back..."

Plagg gave me a straight face before tucking himself away back in my jacket.

I continue to walk down the sidewalk making my way to an all to familiar apartment complex.

Yes I am on my way to see Marinette right now, but because she hasn't been answering my calls lately. I couldn't ask Alya cause I knew those reporter skills of hers would kick in and she would interrogate me all day.

I couldn't ask Nino cause he would also ask endless questions and most likely tell Alya.

I sighed as i climbed the stares to the apartment of the girl that has become such an important part of my life.

I still remember the day when this whole thing between Marinette and I started.

~few months ago~

After she pulled me back to her apartment she went into her kitchen and came back with croissants along with a drink.

I sat on the couch and gave a small thank you accepting it.

We talked for a while and the more we spoke to one another the happier I felt.

When I finally felt comfortable I told her my problem. Lately I've just been stressed out with my Dad and all the modeling and his strict rules to "keep up the family image." I just don't feel like myself anymore.

I was going to end it with that, but Marinette saw past it knowing there was more behind why I was upset.

It was true, It wasn't just my dad, I've been down lately cause of how I handle the last akuma with Ladybug

She yelled at me before swinging off and I just felt bad ever since. No matter what I do I always mess up.

Of course I took out Ladybug and rephrased it to saying that it was this girl I liked.

Marinette seemed surprised by this but she continued to listen. Although I did notice that the light on her eyes seem to dim a bit.

"Adrien...this girl. Whoever she is. Well if she doesn't see how amazing you truly are then I honestly don't think she's worth your time, your kind, talented and not to mention very handsome I doubt any girl wouldnt want to be with you."

My eyes were on her the entire time she spoke. I've...never heard anyone talk about me with such admiration.

Suddenly every thing I liked and loved about Marinette came rushing to my mind and I found myself leaning in.

Ladybug had always been a little too far out of my reach and here was this equally amazing girl sitting right in front of me.

My mind went blank when we kissed, it felt wonderful, for a split second I almost pulled away but she wrapped her arms around me and I sunk deeper.

I held her tighter as I continued to relish in this feeling. We went at it for what seemed like hours but was really just 10 minutes. Kissing, sucking and nipping it all seemed to good to be true.

My hands suddenly had a mind of their own as they slid underneath her shirt. I stopped right under her breast silently asking permission which she graciously granted.

She moaned under my touch as she laid back on the couch. Nothing has never made me feel so good as the way I do now.

She helped me remove my shirt and continued kissing. Suddenly my pants were beginning to feel a little to tight. I reached down and undid the belt buckle and Marinette grabbed the hem and yanked them down.

I was so hard that it hurt, Marinette sensing my distress reached down and grabbed hold of my lower region.

An unbelievable feeling of pleasure rushed threw me and I groaned. The amount of clothes on Marinette began to bother me as I made a move to remove her shorts.

She took off her shirt and all she was left in was her bra and panties. In all my life, I've never witnessed anything so beautiful.

I wrapped her legs around my waist and leaned in for another kiss. I looked into her eyes and she stared right back.

They were so blue and they had a shine in them that I've never seen up close.

I pressed my tip near her entrance while keeping eye contact. She blushed a shade of pink before nodding for me to continue.

I slowly pushed forward, she winced in pain and I stopped. I sat there for a minute while she got used to my intrusion. I was only halfway in but, damn did it feel good.

Marinette bucked her hips a little, signaling that she was ready. I pushed all the way in and...oh god.

I don't even remember what happened created a rhythm of our own and just kept going with it. All I felt was pleasure and heat and it felt so good. The noises she made just fueled the heat of it all.

At the end her back arched up as she was the first to come and the sight had me releasing as well.

I collapsed on top of her exhausted as my body relaxed I began to drift into sleep. I felt fingers run through my hair and something whispered into my ears.

'I love you Adrien.'

When I woke up with Marinette I immediately apologized. Things got out of hand and I didn't control myself.

Being the kind soul she was she said it was alright and I couldn't stop the smile from coming as I embraced her.

I found out later from Marinette that I was her first. The fact that I'm the only one who's ever heard her make those noises, the only one to touch her that way. I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

Despite our little union being a...mistake. I couldn't bring myself to regret it. Honestly, I say it was the best mistake of my life.