La la land Machine

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Madison POV:

I was turned apart to decided wether to eat or be stubborn. But then I remembered Demi did that so I'm so done of everyone making me like demi I'm fucking Madison Delagarza not fucking lovato. I'm gonna get through this month and head back home and pretend that Demi is not my sister anymore only Dallas and my parents and friends that it's. I then got interrupted from my thoughts from a knocking on the door.

"Time to wake up breakfast is served in 30 mins"a lady said. I then turned to my other side to face Emma and she wasn't there. I then got up from my bed and looked around. "Hey Mads what wrong"she said exiting the bathroom. "Oh I was looking for you and 30 mins until breakfast"I said. "Alright well the shower is all yours"she said. "Ok thanks "I said and got clothes and entered.

After my quick shower...I realized how skinny I was. I looked horrible, all the bones wow I actually never thought I would say this. But I'm gonna eat but eat healthy from now on. I can't believe this 2 days and rehab and I'm starting to change wow this place really help a lot.

I headed out for breakfast and there was this lady that followed me everywhere like a stalker, she was recording what I was eating and if I was eating. I took cereal pancakes and scrambled eggs anything to gain a few pounds back to stop showing all of my bones.

After the breakfast some girls headed to the 'talking room' and then some went outside. "Ok guys today where gonna talk about our issue for our new member Madison Delagarza , say hi hun don't be shy"the lady said. Everyone looked at me in shocked. "Hi" I said. "Madison Delagarza" a girl said. "Ok now treat her normal not a celeb" the lady said again. "Anyways Maddie would you like to start first"she asked. Yea sure why to air all my secrets. "Well you guys all know Demi lovato she's my sister and everyone used to call me Fat and stuff but Dallas and Demi were always skinny and still are,I just started to go crazy like why can't I be them I started to be like demi when she was younger throw up cut and self medicate yeah sure I'm kinda young I'm 12 but age doesn't matter when your feeling bad about your own self you do anything just to take it out on yourself" I said. "Thanks Maddie that was nice of you now Emma would you like to talk"she asked Emma my roommate.

"Well when I was 13 my parent got divorced cause he was abusived to my mom and me so I would self harm and throw up cause he also called me fat every single day every minute of the day, I couldn't take it anymore so I did what I did then on day I told my mom cause enough was enough and now I'm here today"she said. Wow her words were just wow it made me shed a lil tear.

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