A Sinful Love

New School

"Everyone needs to...." Mismo was staring at a tall guy in front of him before he has to bow his head.He is pretending as if he were writing something, he is afraid the guy knows he was stared on.
"Hey!" The tall guy said while pointing to a group of new students sitting in the rightmost side of the classroom.Those student are looking at each other.Now mismo's heart is beating so fast.
"The one using eyeglasses."

"Yes ?" Mismo is saying while handing up his right hand.

"Yes, you!" He says "please introduces yourself."

"Arhh...emm.." He is really nervouse right now, when he tries to speak up everyone in the class bursts in laughter.

"Are you a guy or a girl ?" A fat guy says while laughing so hard.Mismo is just silent and doesn't respond him then a girl speak up.

"Shut up ! Mind your own business !" Says a girl with short curly hair sitting in back of him.

"Wowwww..." He says "so this is your friend ? I think your personalities are confused."

Again, the class bursts into laughter.The tall guy screams to make all of them quite and then says to mismo.

"That's okay, go on."

"My name is mismo, I'm from One Nation high school...."

He feels really relieved when at last he can have a seat.

"Don't give a damn." The curly girl whispered him.Mismo looks at her and smiles.

"It's okay, I am already used to such thing."

" I don't understand why we have such people. This country already has a lot of them."

"Yeah.I don't mind them,Let it if it what makes them happy." Mismo says.

"Wow..." The curly girl says confusingly " you are such a too kind person.Btw my name is Elma." She says while holding out her hand.

"Hi elma, nice to meet you." mismo says welcoming her handshake.

"Nice to meet you too Mismo." The curly girl smiles before at last stands up introducing herself.
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Mismo is laying on his bed while thinking of the tall guy.He hair, skin, lips,and eyes , all are beautiful but then he realizes something.This feeling is strange, he shouldn't think of that guy.He should think of girls instead because he is a boy !.

"mismo, help me pick the stuff."

"Okay." Mismo screams and walk out of his room picking his mother's stuff in the door.It was so heavy that he must drag it on the floor.

"Stupid boy !" A bold man with stocky body comes and pick the stuff on his shoulder. "You can damage it.Be a man and stop being such a weak girl!"

That bold guy is none other than his father.Such words might sound very rude and can heart your feeling but for him.He is already used to it.He no longer feels the pain of getting such words from his own father.

It's dinner time, the family gathers on a big table with some foods on it.

"Like what I've told you Linda," mr Herman says "your son should have been sent to military school.There he will learn to be a true man like me !".

" be quite Herman ."says Linda "love your son just the way he is "

"Your daughter you mean ?"

Two guys sitting beside Mr Herman are bursting into laughter.They are Reno and Samuel, mismo's older brothers.Just like his dad, they are also abusive.Mismo still remembers when he was kid and got tortured by them.

Mismo is looking at his plate, he losses appetite.

"Mismo, eat your food my son." Says Linda calmy with a smiles. " and three of you, be quite and eat your foods "

Mismo smiles and starts to eat his foods.He is really grateful to have such mother.She never complains him about being such a girly boy, she just loves him just the way he is.He can't imagine live without her.

He goes back to his bedroom and laying.He still can't stop thinking of him.

"Oh God , is this love ?" He is wondering, he is looking at his room's ceiling.The wind comes from the window blows, makes him slowly swim in the ocean of dream where he can do everything he wants, especially to be with that tall guy.