Do you know that feeling when you are good friends with someone and you know each other since childhood and then some years later you are falling in love with each other and you live happily ever after? It's not my case. When I was in primary school I used to visit drama classes. And once I came here and... Here you were - my life, my passion, my depression. That moment, that exact moment when I fall in deep deep love with you. If I would only know what kind of person you are and if I would only know how long it would be and if I had a possibility I would never love you.
Well, now I want to tell you how I feel about you and why do I love you.
When I first saw you I realised that we are very similar. I understood that somewhere deep inside you are just like me. but I also saw the main difference between us you looked like someone who is confident and cool. Inside your grey eyes, I saw thoughts, I saw the history of your life.
Since that time during for six years, I was dreaming about you every time. And then I confessed to you... And then we became very special kind of friends. We became "A Hater" and "A Lover". We never said a word to each other. But we knew everything about each other's lives. We became strangers who know each other like them selfs.
Then for some time, you forgot about my love and your hating and we became actual friends just for one week, one of the best weeks of my life. But then someone told you that I still love you. And then we were studying in the same form and we got back to our previous positions you are hating I am still loving you. Now our relationship is so confused and strange that I just can't understand how I feel about you. I tried to date with three guys, but no one was able to outdo you. And now I love you, but it became so hard because I hate you for all the laughing at me, for all your words that were driving me insane, for all my tears and for all my depressions.
I love you.
I can't stand you.
I want to forget you.
