sander sides :lost

Lost Not Found

Song=anxiety blackbear + FRND
Warning this is head canoen not confirmed by Thomas sanders or others in volved plus this discuss running from your problems,suicide,depression,and interpretation of charictor if you get triggered or dislike theses topics then leave if you whant to read give me advise so ya read if you want

                  Prince slamd open my room door open in a fite of rage probably about my statements today.Roman wrapped his hands around my neck and squeezed hard enough to get a couched sound out of me. Logan and Patton were trying so hard to pull him back and failed. Roman keeped squeezing my throat tell I felt dizzy and weak My legs pound on the ground pushing me away while princey screaming every thing I did wrong and bad about me. tears fell down my face as I started to go limp my grip on his arms loosened  as the corners of my view got darker and darker tell it went black. 

                 I woke up to Patton tending to my wounds and stuff with food sitting on my bed by me. Patton whispering about me and princeys since less bickering that gets us know we're at all. I felt my heart bet faster and my breathing pick up as Patton started to comfort me when I calmed down I said nothing about what I herd when I finished my food. I went out to hear Logan and Roman talking about my stupidity and morality even pitched in my a heart cracked I held my tears back and sait down at the table as Logan says "mabey you shouldn't participate in this episode it might tell Thomas."

                   I then rub my neck and silently say to keep down the echo and the wine in my voice"y-ya i-i probably sh-should s-stay"

                 As thay get up and leave for the vid I sit there and consult my self and here Logan meremer to Patton "did you tell him eny thing about leaving or the aria that he's from "

"Na its fine he doesn't even know of the tree"

"Good if he finds about the lands and royals then we might be screwed"
 
"Yap its all ok fine and peachy my lips were seald"

                  Wait they're keeping things from me why? But what about these lands ,trees,were I'm from, or the royales? Do meny questions I turn my gaise to the door and then whisper as soon as I know there gone "it all starts with going out side"
I thin turn to my room grab a large bag and put every thing but my furniture and walls I thin grab water and food and swing open Romans door taking ideas,and journals, pictures,and eny thing use full then I run over to Logan's grab survival books and books that talk about this land or a tree i thin go to pattons room and grab pics of us and other things I prise I find a box the box I gave him with the key to my room I open it up to see one key the key to my room a four arm brace  and another key that says whens hes ready go to the grandfathers clock and grab it i slid the box into my bage a run into  the main room and open it i see a black sword and a note of abilities  one being making thing's seem ok to the naked  eye I put my hand down and whant it all to reverse I see every thing as it was exept there's a line of purple around the room I'll read this later its nearly been 20 minutes so I need get out I ran to the door and open it to see a bright light but before I could relish out side I see a map and grab it and slam it shut I look at my nots to find something to look or stop them from opening the door so I find fuse or stop intense I fuse the door by focusing on stopping the door from opening I turn around to see a garden full of roses I go to look at the map whitch when I lift my arm whole I'm calm I notice how heavy the bag is I pull my Gautier out and put it on my back and that lessens the Loud I look  down at the map to see this is the idea garden I folded it up and put it in the bag I see the ground under my feat turn purple I take a step back into the flowers when I turn i see a group of dark lavenders I stomp the ground as the red peddles fold out and flip around to have a purple affect I grab a few flowers I smell them and I has a calming feel to them I the pull up my hood and start touching every flower in sight I then find a butterfly all light blueish cetch some in a gate i then see a beird in the sky I put on the brace I lift up my arm as it lands I grab the butterfly and feed it and rub the feathers rite bove the beck I thin see its eyes go from grey to a vibrant purple were it flys up lands on my shoulder I then fell  we red tingle in my eyes as it takes of and gives a aria veiw I thin run for word as I see a guy crest in armor in red and whight with some gold he pulls his sword and I pull mine I then gite be hide him from flipping off his shoulders holding his hand be hide his back and cutting his throat as I run for word practicing and refining my skills on these obvious rookies and practice my with bird and stuff as i thin see i gient forest in my way and a hole platoon in front of me.