I sat infront of the beach, listening to music while staring at the view,
But as I felt someone take a seat beside me, I took my earphones out
"hey?" I Said
"Hi, sahar said you needed something" jack said
"Me?" I Said looking back to sahar to see all of them smirking to our side
"Um, Wait a second let me ask her cause I forgot" I said as I stood up and went to their side
"What the fuck?" I whispered
"Sahar?" I Said crossing my arms
"It wasn't just sahar, it's actually all of us, you both need to talk" Noah said
"You shut up" I said
"You both should talk liss" Dylan said " I'm like not really close with any of you except Noah and I knew how you and jack were close"
"That was years ago" I Said
"Go talk now!" Laura said pushing me
I walked and sat beside him
"so you knew what you wanted to tell me" jack said as I shook my head
"Guess she didn't remember either" I Said
"I heard them, like i knew this would hap-" jack was stopped when we heard a car engine start
We turned to see the cars driving as sam Yelled
"WE'RE GOING TO THE MALL!, THE HOUSE IS LOCKED SO YOU STAY HERE TILL WE'RE BACK" sam Yelled as the two cars drove
"WHAT THE FUCK" I yelled as I stood up " stay here do what?!"
"liss, I guess we need to talk, about everything. I think both of us need this right now" jack said "Can you have a seat please?"
I sat down, and tried my best to not look at him
"I'm tired of this all liss, I miss you so fucking much and I don't know how I kept that all along, you mean the world to me." Jack said as he pushed his hair back while staring at the ocean
"why did you leave?" I asked
"you might Now the real reason soon liss, I'll can't tell you right now but I'll do when I'm ready, three years ago we left because of that something, we needed to leave, mom wanted me to tell you but I couldn't because that would've broke me, and I'm not saying that it didn't, it broke me really well, not being selfish or anything, I thought about you. I knew if we said goodbye, it'll be much harder for us, I couldn't bear to see you crying in front of me because that'll change everything. So I chose to leave without a goodbye." Jack said
"Liss stop crying, I hate it" jack said
"I fucking missed you so much and cried every night because of you, when you left my life changed jack, I was so attached to you that I never seen that coming. It broke me jack, I spent days not eating, days without sleep because I needed you, I've always needed you. then the next year, I had got my self maybe a little and went to study outside because I needed to forget about everything, my mom's death, my dad leaving, you leaving, the house in front of our house, the park nearby. My fucking room has memories of you everywhere. The FaceTimes, the sleepovers, the cuddles, or whenever I study you come from behind and hug me to take the stress out. Everywhere I go had a memory with you jack." I Said as tears fell but I didn't care
"Shhh" jack said as he hugged me tightly to his chest
"if one of my sisters left I wouldn't have cried the same as for you. because you were everything to me, actually you were my soulmate liss, my bestfriend, Noah said once that you threw everything but I never did throw anything, do you remember the times we talked in class on a paper, I still have these. Because each one of them has a memory that I'll never forgot." Jack said as I shook my head
"I did throw the box but I couldn't, it felt like I was throwing a part of my heart, actually all of it. So I took it back and hid it, even though I wanted to hate you but I also couldn't delete the selfies and the pictures of us together" I Said
"the password never changed, it's still your birthday date" jack said "don't tell me you didn't change yours?"
"Didn't change." I Said
"look I know you want to know about the reason, but I just need time, a week maybe. I'll make you forgive me liss, I promise" jack said
"I'll just forget the fact that I'm mad at you for this moment only and I'll pretend that I'm not" I said before I sat on my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him but then jack fell to the sand and I fell on top of him as we laughed
"I missed you lizzie" jack said
"I missed you much more Jackie," I said
"Jackie? Still remember that?" Jack said as we chuckled
"That's literally my fav nickname of you, jackie, sounds like a girl name" I Said
"And I'm a boy so another nick name please" jack said staring at my eyes since I was on top of him
"Umm, maybe um.." I said thinking
"your eyes, they got bigger" jack said staring right into my soul
"They got more bluish, like the ocean, but the deep side" jack said
" nearly 4 years ofcourse things might change" I Said
"But yeah the personality is still the same, wish I could change that" he said sticking his tongue out
"Jack" I said slapping his hand
"Joking! can I te you something?" Jack said As I nodded
"Your personality is my fav and it'll always be my favorite one" jack said as I blushed but still kept a smile
jack put his hands on my dimple
"Do you know how much I hold my self back to not touch it when you laughed? Or smiled??" Jack said
"Stooop" I said hiding my face in his chest
"you're cute" jack said "but literally I missed you so fucking much" he hugged me so tight as if his life depends on it
" Missed you more jack" I whispered back as he left a kiss on my forehead
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Fanfiction"can you please stay with me?" He said "jac-" she was stoped by him "Please liss, I need you" he said "okay" I said " I was even planning on leaving, I was just gonna go sit outside" I Said as he gave me a smile
