I had only ever dreamt of things so beautiful until I saw you walk into class. I was astonished at how flawless you looked and at how deep eyes could seem. Your eyes were like an endless abyss of greens and yellows and browns and I had never been so captivated in my entire life.
You were confident and so sure of yourself and I admired that most. It drew me to you in a way that I couldn't stop. Almost as if I needed you like I needed air and gravity.
I knew then that you would mean more to me than you would ever know and I messed up by not speaking up faster because I let you believe I wanted you only as a friend. Before I knew it, it was too late.
To have you love me in return is nothing more than a fantasy to me, a wish, a dream, a hope.
I rather have you in my life as a friend only than not have you at all because I don't know what my world looks like without you in it anymore. You came into my life and I let myself become so vulnerable. Now you hold the key to my happiness and you'll never know you have that power over me because It's scary.
It's scary to think that you could walk out of my life and unknowingly destroy me and its even scarier to think that if I told you, you could still walk out my life and knowingly destroy me.
You are a light I didn't know I needed in my life and a joy to have around. You make me laugh so hard I cry once a day and that's all I could ask for. Besides being in love with you, laughing is the next best feeling in the world. You make me feel happy and content and complete and, before you, I never even knew something was missing.
