Directed To You | Misha Collins X Reader

Chicken Nuggets

You went to visit your dad and took Misha with you. Opening the door you saw he was sleeping so you went to get out.
"Hey" he whispered softly causing you to turn around.
"Hey dad did I wake you?"
"No I can't sleep on these damn pillows." He laughed.
You smiled at him. "I'm so sorry dad."
"Why are you apologising, it's not your fault."
"I should've been with you."
"What so you could get hurt too! No way! I'm glad you left when you did."
You nodded and sighed as you made your way to sit on the edge of the bed.
Taking his hand in yours you kissed his forehead.
"Dad, i love you, dont scare me like this again please." You sobbed into his shoulder.
He rubbed your back. "I love you too baby." He whispered.
Misha stood awkwardly by the door. So you decided to get up and let your dad rest.
"You should probably get something to eat" Misha suggested.
"I dont want to eat Misha." You said.
"Come on Y/N you haven't eaten anything since yesterday."
"Im not hungry" you mumbled as you approached Jared, Jensen and Gen.
"Guys tell her, she hasnt eaten." Misha said to them.
They all tried to persuade you to eat but you refused, you had no appetite not after seeing the state your parents were in.
You sat down next to Jared in no mood to talk. Misha walked of as Jared just put an arm around you.
"Well I got to go, Danneel wants you to know she's there for you if you need anything Y/N and I am too ok? Anything, at anytime." Jensen said stood in front of you.
You nodded your head. "Thanks"
He bent down and pulled you into a quick hug and kisses your forehead before running off.
"I'd better be off too, the sitter has already stayed more hours than he should've." Gen said. "But if you need anything I'm a phone call away okay." She said and you gave her a quick smile as she kissed Jared and ran off.
"Hey Y/N, how's it going, you've been really quiet." Jared said finally after a few minutes of silence my
"Quite shit." You laughed.
"Want me to distract you?"
"You could try."
"So what happened last night huh?" He said smirking and poking you.
"I know you were with Misha. Did you have the sex." He said in a weird accent making you giggle.
"No Jar shutup oh my gosh." You sighed. "We were driving home when my car broke down. There was a hotel but there was only one room left. With one bed."
"Typical." He sighed dramatically throwing his hands up in the air.
"I know right!" You chuckled.
"So how did you two make up?"
"He told me why he didn't want to get close its because of Vicki and how he was afraid of his children getting hurt again."
"So, you kissed and made up?"
"Noo obviously I'm still pissed at what he did and it'll take time but I guess I understand why he did it. He was just looking out for his kids."
"Yeah, he really loves those little munchkins."
You smiled as you thought about how Misha would play with his kids and cuddle with them. It reminded you of your mom. Laying your head on Jared's shoulder, you stared at your moms room door and squinted your eyes shut.
'Mom please wake up.' Maybe if you said it enough times she would wake up.

"Y/N" you heard a faint voice in the distance say. It got closer and closer and soon you were brought back to reality and Misha was stood in front of you shaking your shoulder.
"Mm" you mumbled as you tried to open your eyes.
"Wake up." You sat up and looked over to see Jared knocked out too. He must be so tired.
"Jared" you said as you rubbed your eyes.
"Jared wake up." You shook him and he finally woke up.
"What?" He whispered as he shook the sleep off.
"Jared go home please, get some rest." You said.
"No, I'm staying here with you." He insisted.
"Jared." You said sternly looking him in the eye. "I want you to go home. Don't worry I've got Misha." But still you knew from his face he was still going to insist on staying. "Please." You said firmly.
He sighed. "Fine. But promise me whatever you need you will tell me."
"I promise." You smiled.
"Okay, I love you Y/N." He said as he kissed your forehead and walked out leaving you and Misha alone.
Misha came and sat where Jared had been sat earlier. He had a bag in his hand.
"Hey Y/N I got you something." He smiled holding the bag up.
"What?" You chuckled.
"Your favourite, wait close your eyes." He said.
You put your hands over your eyes as you let him open the bag and them open your mouth.
"Chew." He said and you did.
"What the hell Misha how did you know my favourite was chicken nuggets!" You exclaimed.
"It's what you always used to order when we would go to the drive thru." He chuckled.
"Awh Misha that's so sweet of you."
"Now eat it."
You seriously did not want to eat, you felt physically sick. But knowing how much effort Misha went to driving all the way to drive thru and back just for you, you couldn't say no.
"Fine, but only if you eat with me."
"No I'm." But before he could finish his sentence you stuffed a chicken nugget in his mouth and he scrunched his nose up and laughed. You laughed along with him.
When you were with him it felt - different. It's like he took you to a different world where it was just you, him and nobody else. He made you laugh and he made you happy.
Damn it.