Why is everything colorful with him? (Armin x Reader)

Tears.

     Buy now all you can think is worse case possible. You end up not doing anything but sitting there crying with your head up. Your teacher finally sees that your crying. He stops and says "(y/n) if you need to exit to pull yourself together you just say.". Tears are still running down your face. "I-I am fine" your voice cracks a bit but he just continues teaching.
     Buy the end of first period your crying, but without sound at all. Your not making any crying noise. But you feel the tears and the sadness and you don't know how to make it stop. But nevertheless you don't stop and take a moment to yourself you keep going on telling yourself your fine.
      Around the end of third period you and no longer crying, just thinking very low of yourself. Thinking you could lose weight, then he may love you. And you go on and on almost convincing yourself it's your fault.
      But by lunch you have come to collect your thought and your better now. But you don't sit with him. At least not after this morning. So you just sit with Levi, he is all alone and he doesn't have any friends (left) so you sit down.
"Go away maggot" he says in that really monotone voice. But you still sit down with him.
"Why!?" Levi is now at a rage point but then he had a thinking moment and said "Oh, or mad because your boy toy has a girlfriend"
"Shut up." You snap at him.
"No. Your anger is funny. You know you could just ask him out, I mean after they break up. Armin has never had a girlfriend before so when he whips I-"
"WOAHWOAHWOAH" you cut him off with then and there "Lets keep it PG please."
By this time you look as red as a tomato. So you give up, you get up dump your tray with 9 3/4 of the food left on the tray. Then you walk to your locker.
           At 6th hour you are fine calm and collective. Your able to get all your work done and even do some from early classes. Your ok even when your walking to the court yard.
            You wanted to make it there first but you didn't.
           "Hello" You here a sweet high voice. At that moment your stomach drops.