I called her that night and all she could talk about was Jenn her new girlfriend.
I didn't want her dating Jenn. I kept telling myself that i wasn't jealous but the more I thought about Sarah the happier I got. I finally excepted that I had a crush on her. But every time I talked to Sarah all she could talk about was Jenn. The more she told me about her the more i thought that she was a bad person.
For example she gave Sarah her first joint and gave her alcohol. So as far as I knew she wasn't a good person. After a few weeks went by there was something I had found out that I never wanted her to start.
I was hanging out with her before school and she was wearing a jacket. She had always wore these bracelets with band names on them.
I noticed that she had got a new one and it had my favorite band on it so i went to look at it and she pulled away. I got skeptical right away and pulled her arm to me. I looked at the bracelets and moved them, there were cuts underneath. I looked at her in disbelief. She pulled her arm away and tried to talk to me i just told her no and I walked away. I couldn't believe what I had just saw.
How could she!
Why would she?
Thats all i could ask my self it drove me to tears. I went to the restroom until the first bell rang. My eyes were red and of course my teacher noticed. When she asked what was wrong I told her I was just having a bad day and that I didn't want to talk about it. She understood and let me go sit down.
I didn't talk to her for a few days. I ignored all of her calls and attempts to talk to me. I just couldn't talk to her. Every time I tried to figure out why this happened I kept thinking about Jenn. I knew this was her fault. Sarah had called late at night and I finally answered.
Her: Hey
Me: Why?
Her: What?
Me: Don't act dumb you know what I'm talking about .
Her: Well...
Me: Well what?
Her: Life is just hard right now.
Me: How?
Her: It just is.
Me: No tell me how
Her: It just is and I don't wanna talk about it, okay?
Me: Okay....
Her: Thanks
Me: But why that?
Her: Huh?
Me: Why did you cut?
Her: Well Jenn says it helps her.
Me: (whisper) I knew it
Her: What?
Me: Oh, nothing
Her: Okay
Me: I don't like her
Her: Why?
Me: She changed you.
Her: No she didn't
Me: Yes she did
Her: How?
Me: You used to be happy , and now your cutting yourself and your smoking and coming to school high and your depressed.
Her: Whatever bye
She hung up.
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