Dear A
I have wanted to tell you how I feel for almost two years, I know you will never noticed me as girlfriend material. Let's be real here, I'm not pretty or skinny and nothing like your last girlfriend but I do care for you.
You may have an idea how I feel as my friends aren't very subtle about making me laugh or laughing themselves and smirking at me as you walk past.
However I don't have the confidence to say this to your face or out loud because the fear of rejection is too great. The books and movie, To all the boys I've loved before has helped me understand that even if I'm not the girl that gets Prince Charming, I will get happiness with friends and family and that love can be complicated but also a great adventure.
Lara Jene and me are very similar, we both struggle with boys and having lots of friends but we both have someone who we like so much it hurts and we don't know what to do.
I know that nothing will come of this letter and I'm not cliche to think that you will some how reciprocate my feelings from reading this but I wanted to write my feelings down as I know that you will be leaving and I'll probably never see you again.
This is my way of saying goodbye to one epic love and me trying to move forward with my life, knowing that I at least in a way told you how I felt.
Thanks for making me smile on my hardest days and even though you didn't know it you helped me through some tough times just by smiling.
Your laugh is contagious and I smile every time I hear it, so I wanted to say how grateful I am to have had you in my life and how you have made me look forward to school because I know I will see you throughout the day.
Thanks for giving me the motivation to carry on even when I'm down and most of All thank you for being you.
All my love and best wishes
El
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