Loner | Nayeon x FemReader

4

Y/n

Honestly, school's gonna be so awkward after what happened with Nayeon unnie and I. And I totally said that I wouldn't mind dating her.

That's so embarrassing. 

God that's real embarrassing. 

Whatever. Time for school.

I drop off Jiyeon at her elementary school and head to the gate of school. As soon as I past those gates, my heart rate grew exponentially. 

Fuck not right now heart. Please don't do this to me. I grab my medicine from my bag and book it to the bathroom and locking it. I take long, deep breathes trying to get my heart rate down. 

After what seemed like hours, I finally felt like I could walk out without almost dying of a heart attack.

I was wrong.

As soon as I unlocked and walked out of the door, I saw Nayeon who turned around and smiled at me. She started walking towards me. Everything seemed to go in slow motion for me. My eyes roamed her body, taking in her smooth legs, and her beautiful face and smile that seemed to always be radiating perfection. 

Fuck. I told myself I wouldn't fall in love but guess what. 

I think I just fell in love with Nayeon unnie.

My thoughts were broken when she called my name. My eyes widened at the realization that I was staring her. I stepped back a little and ran away, ignoring her calls of confusion. 

I head to my first class when I soon realize that we have almost the same classes. Great. Now I'm gonna have to explain myself. 

I put my head down hoping that she wouldn't talk to me. I'm so stupid. 

I decided to get some sleep before class starts.

Wrong again.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked up.

Im Nayeon.

Not again. My heart rate increases again, but this time, everything goes way faster. My heart beats in my ears like a bass drum and my vision goes blurry. I go to stand up again but my knees give way and I stumble down. God damn it. Now Nayeon is going to be concerned. 

I slowly give in to the sudden fatigue, when I feel a pair of arms lift me bridal style, taking me to wherever.

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I'm awoken by the sound of muffled talking. I open my eyes, noticing a familiar figure next to me. 

"Y/n?"

"Mmmm....." I groan out, not wanting to talk to Nayeon.

"Y/n can you hear me?" Her voice is filled with concern.

"I can hear you unnie...." I say, finally sitting up.

"Thank god. I thought you died or something." She sighed out, hugging me.

"I-It could have happened...." I say, not returning the hug.

"What do you mean?" I need to keep Nayeon as far away from me as possible. It's not good for either of us. I'll get hurt and she'll get hurt.

"Nothing unnie...I should go now..." I try to get up from the bed that I was laying down on when I'm suddenly held down in place.

"Not until you tell me what happened Y/n." I sigh out loud. I really shouldn't be telling her anything.

"I have a weak heart. My heart rate can increase at an insane rate and random points, or when I'm feeling anxious. There."

"And you got anxious because of me...because of what happened yesterday. Am I right?"

"Y-Yeah...which is why I would like us to be as emotionally far way from each other from now on. So that we both don't get hurt." I get up from her grip and walk out of the room without even hearing her response.

I sometimes really hate myself.

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God school is making me so uncreative guys. I hope you all don't think this is garbage because I'm certainly thinking it is. 

-Emery