These past few days have been weird, like I don't know how to describe it. It's just crazy...
I went to visit my dad because well, I haven't seen him in a while. I don't really remember much of when we lived together it's a bit of a blur. Mum said he wasn't the best of dad but loved me all the same maybe she was right...It was a Wednesday afternoon and I had just got back from school. Mum called me into the lounge, she said dad had called asking if I wanted to come round for dinner this evening. I wasn't so sure, I haven't seen him in years! But I knew it would just make him aggravated if I didn't go so I went...
Auntie Emily dropped me round making sure I got there safe. She drove off swiftly with all the windows down and the radio cranked up, you could tell she was a model ! I knocked on the door and this woman opened she said to me <hello darling> I didn't know who this woman was but I replied back <excuse me may I ask who are you?> she had a smooth kind of tone in her voice. she said something about being my fathers new wife and to come right in so I did. And i was greeted with not in my words a pleasant sight...
Dad was kneeling on. The floor in front of some little boy that looked like the mini version of him! And was teaching him flash cards! This is what boggled my mind he never did this with me so why with this other child ?!
I went and sat on the sofa in front of where they were. He looked up at me and said <Lilith I'm so glad you came> as if I hadn't just seen that. He then said he could explain, but I'm not sure he can I asked where toilet was because I just needed to escape from this madness ! He said too the right and I went running straight in there...I don't know what to do this is all so strange. Maybe I should let him explain, I guess I should give him a chance. I flushed the toilet as if I had just been and turned the tap on for a few seconds like I was washing my hands. I turned the tap off, took a deep breath, and opened the door. He was standing there waiting he murmured <I guess I should explain> he should! He explained many things how he had moved on from my mum Emma found a new wife Elsa (I guess he has a type, blonde and a name that begins with E) the woman at the door and had a kid Abel! he told me he was sorry but... I don't know
I decided too get to know them before I left. I started with Abel. He was playing dolls with my old doll house :( so I decided too play too I have to admit he is REALLY cute and a sweet little boy but it's all just so weird. Dad came outside and said it was dinner time so we all went and sat at the table dinner was grilled cheese yum :D I thought that I ought to talk to Elsa because well I guess she's my step mother uhh I hate that word :¥ and of course dad. To be honest Elsa isn't a bad person but I HATE that she took my dad away from mum :(
we all finished and sat down to watch tv to finish the evening off. Then I headed a horn it was mum in the car outside waiting for me I put my shoes on grabbed my coat and left without saying a word...
We drove back to dream house the place i really belong! We sat back down in the lounge with Emily and Faith and watched tv. I explained too mum everything that happened and everything he said, I wanted her too know. She gave me a hug and and said well done for being brave and not bursting out! I loved my mum!
It was the next day, I woke up by toddler faith crying surprise surprise. Grandma Clare came in the room and said I was having a day off school today. I asked why but she just replied <it's as secret> I wondered where mum was she's usually the one that wakes me up grandma Clare just said she was out! I don't know where?
It was around 1pm and mum still wasn't back I started to get worried but I knew she would come back sometime, I was still thinking about yesterday and what dad said I mean to me it's just crazy, how could he have a new family and forget about me and mum!? There was a knock on the door, grandma Clare called me and told me to answer it, so I got up and went to the door...I opened the big bulky doors of dreamhouse and standing there was mum with a baby fox in her hand! I started crying she was soooo precious and adorable I couldn't help it, mum handed it to me a said it yours, (it's a girl by the way!) mum said to take upstairs whilst she brings in all the pet stuff from the car!!! I was so excited I forgot all I about dad I went up into my room with my fox and I said to her what shall I call you? You looked at me as if to say what are you on about. I remember I watched a movie once about some foxes and the foxes were called Todd and Vixsy. I mean I couldn't call her Todd because she was a girl so vixsy is what her name is.
She's laying in my lap asleep right now whilst I'm writing this :) I love her so much. I'm so happy mum got her for me, I don't know what I would do without vixsy! <3