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chapter 4

N y l a

"The date went good." I told Travis who is barely listening because he's on 2k. "Travis his daughter loveeee her some me. Can you believe she cried when they dropped me off at home."

I spent the whole day with Qua and Kyla yesterday and didn't get home till around 10. I enjoyed myself and I even think I'm starting to have feelings for Qua.

"Yeen all that. I mean kids like anybody."

"Nah you just a hater." I sat down next to him and laid my head on his shoulder, "Bruh I miss Jordan and that's surprising as hell." We both laughed. "For real though, I miss her getting on my nerves"

"Mane her bald head ass ain't sick she just wanna be in the house with that nigga."

As I thought about it I agreed. She sent us some bogus text message telling us how she was going to see us tomorrow at school and that we don't need to bother her. "It's whatever though. She always picking her niggas over her best friends."

It's always have been Travis, Jordan, and I since we we're little. No new friends or nothing but it's like these last 2 years Jordan has been picking boyfriends over us. She even moved out her mom house just to get a house with a boy that she didn't know for over 8 months. Jordan and Travis are my only friends, without them I'm not me. "I really miss the old days."

"Girl we grown it ain't about the old days no more, we grew up and grew out of a lot of shit. You just to kind hearted and shit to see it. Jordan bouta be 19 she ain't tryna play dress up with yo 17 year old ass no more. I'm 19 and I ain't that lil lame ass nigga I used to be. I'll always have time for y'all though. You and Jordan mean the fuckin world to me but some people just ain't cut the same and you gotta get over that shit and grow up Ny." I sniffled, "Look at you cryin and shit. Ma whatchu cryin for?"

"I don't know." I wiped my eyes "I guess your right."

"Get up. We bouta go over Jordan house for yo crybaby ass."

I smiled then stood up, "Turn the game off and let's go then." I grabbed his keys then walked out the room, "And I'm driving." I guess this is going to put me in a better mood.

***

I knocked on Jordan door for the third time before Travis got aggravated and pulled out his key "You should have been did that." I rolled my eyes and watched as he struggled to put the key in, "Boy she changed the locks."

"Damn, what the fuck is up with her?" He banged on her door madly "Jordan open this fuckin door before I kick it down." He shouted banging louder.

"Come on Travis lets just go." Once again she let me down and now I'm so over it. I'm tired of going above and beyond for her when she can't even meet me half way.

"Nah." Just as he raised his foot the locks on the door started to turn meaning Jordan is unlocking the door. "That's what I thought." He pushed the door but it didn't open.

"Hey what's up?" Jordan opened the door a inch.

"Can we come in" I asked

"I'm sick and I don't want y'all to catch it. Please don't press it."

I cocked my head to the side with a small chuckle, "What?"

"Man we don't care about all that shit so let us in."

I grabbed Travis arm before he could push the door open, "You know what, let's just go." I'm tried of kissing Jordan ass. If she doesn't want us here we just need to go.

"Man I ain't drive over here for nothin."

"Travis let's just fucking go." I snapped at him getting upset at his wild actions. Sometimes he just don't know how to chill. "Bye Jordan." I tightened my grip on Travis arm and pulled him all the way to the car with me.

This shit is really getting beyond me.

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I walked in my house and went to my room. I spent the whole day with Travis and now im ready to go to sleep and get ready for school tomorrow.

Just as I started to take off my clothes a face time call from Qua came in. "Hi" I said once it connected. I smiled at how fine he looked just by laying down.

"Yo" He gave me the stale face look.

"Hey Qua" I dragged sarcastily with a small laugh.

"That's better. I told yo ass about answering the phone all dry and shit like a white girl. You look beautiful though."

I blushed then quickly took my face out the camera, "Thank you"

"What you doin yo" He asked and I noticed his tone changed "Fuck you put the phone down for?"

"I'm changing into some night clothes because I around the time we hang up I'm not going to feel like getting in the shower so I'll just get in before school." I quickly changed into a tank top then laid down under my covers. "How was your day?"

"What you do today?" He asked completely ignoring my question.

"I don't really wanna talk about it but it was okay."

"Daddy." I heard Kyla little voice squeal in the background before the phone dropped.

"Wassup baby girl, where yo momma at?" I heard Qua say before he picked up the phone. "Look."

Kyla smiled before waving, "Hi Nyny."

"Hey beautiful girl." She took the phone out of Qua hand causing me to chuckle. "You-

"Don't have my daughter talkin to yo bitches." I heard before the phone was snatched out of Kyla's hand, "Bitch-

"Excuse me" I snapped sitting up in my bed, "First of all my name is Nyla so don't call me out my name."

"Tasha watch yo mouth and give me my phone yo before we have a problem."

Tasha and Qua started to argue so I hung up the phone already pissed.

"Fuck that nigga." I mumbled then cut off my light. "And his crazy ass baby momma."