you know how you surround yourself with others who make you feel happy, and who make you feel loved.
they tell you that they are there for you no matter what the circumstances are right?
but how necessarily would you go to them?
like do you ever just find yourself mentally breaking down late at night when you're alone in you're room in the dark.
away where no one can hear you
you feel so alone and you feel as if nobody truly understands you.
you feel as if no one was ever really there for you and you feel somewhat angry for believing them.
how can you just go to them feeling so vulnerable and not knowing exactly how to put your words together, because you yourself can't truly express how you're feeling.
no one will ever really know how you're feeling expect you.
then again most don't even have the right words to say so in the end you feel stupid for even bothering telling them anything. just for them to give you a useless piece of speech that doesn't even necessarily benefit you.
