BTS 8th member

Wings~•

Hours passed by and then we got news from the doctor. "She is in a room recovering. Do you guys have any contact with your father?" The doctor asks. "Um no he uh passed away a few months ago." I sigh. I know I didn't tell you guys but it was just so hard to talk about it. I couldn't say anything the day I lost dad. I lost dad already and so I'm not going to lose my mom too. "We have some offers to give you guys and talk it up but...." the doctor said taking a pause. "But what?" Nick said getting irrationally mad. "We wanted to ask you if you wanted to waste your money on it because she has a really high chance that she will die. We are only 10% sure that she won't." The doctor said beaming my heart. Me and my siblings looked at each other. We had tears in our eyes. "Okay, we will do it. Thank you." Nani said to the doctor. Everyone bursts out into tears. As so do I. I can't lose my mom. I balled my eyes out. Me and my mom were doing so good. We were having fun every time I came back home. Even though we didn't talk for a while she was still my mother and I loved her. I burst into more tears just thinking about this. Then nurses came over to us. "You guys can see her now." They said. We nod and ran to her room. She was there with tubes attached to here and needles in her skin. "This medicine better work." I growled. We all sat down in my moms room. "Guys don't cry. I will be better up in heaven. I will be with your father, and your older brother. We will watch down on you." Mom smiles. Our oldest brother, Minhwo passed away 2 years ago because he was shot. "Mama don't say that okay. We will get through this." I said holding her hand. She smiles and strokes my hair as tears come out of her eyes. "Baby you need to promise that you will raise the twins as if they were your own. Be a better mother than me." Mom said. "Mom you are an amazing mother." I cried. "Shh...accept that I'm dying sweetie. We can't do anything about it and it's okay. Don't spend money on me when you know that I'm gonna die anyway." Mom said. I stayed silent. My baby siblings laid down next to mom. "Lena." Mom said. Lena stood up and walked over to mom with tears in her eyes. "You take good of your siblings. Don't ever leave them behind." Mom said. "Mama-!" Lena cries but mom cut her off. "Guys don't deny it. It's okay just listen." Mom said. "Nani." My mom called. Nani came over as well. "You keep changing peoples lives and help your older sister take care of your other siblings. You understand, Nani?" Mom said. Nani nods while crying. "Lucrecia." She said. She was saying goodbye to everyone. "Narainia." Mom called. I look at her and held her hand. "I love you. Remember that baby and I never meant to hurt you." Mom cries. I cry with her and kiss her hand. She hugs my baby siblings as she strokes them sleep. They cried themselves to sleep while mom was almost closing her eyes. "Mom stay awake." I said holding her hand. "I love you guys." Mom said. "I love you too mommy." I whispered to her. She smiles and closes her eyes. Then her rate just stopped. The line of the monitor just stopped. All of my baby siblings cried as they hugged her lifeless body. I cried my eyes out at the point we were all yelling. We all hugged her then the doctors came and just covered her face with the blanket. He apologized to us and we nod as he leaves. She's gone!
2 weeks after the funeral....
"Noona come on please." My little brother Taeyong said. "No I can't stay in Busan anymore. I need to go back to Seoul and start getting stuff for the babies. I need to prepare my room for them and everything. I also need to start work again and look at apartments or houses for you guys." I said putting my shades on so people don't look at my dark eyes. "Please stay." My siblings said. "Bye Guys." I said grabbing the babies car seats and putting them inside Jimin's car. I don't talk to Jimin nor look at him but just get in the front seat and tie myself with the seatbelt. We go to the airport and got on our plane with the babies. When we landed to Seoul, Jimin drove us back home with the babies but then made a quick stop. "Narainia...." Jimin sighs looking at me. I don't look at him. He gets out the car and goes to my side of the door. He opens it the door from my side and puts his hand out. I grabbed it and got out of the car. I lean on the car door with my arms crossed and looking down while Jimin has his hand leaning on the car right next to me and looking.  He lifts my chin up and takes off my glasses revealing my saddened face. He hugs me and I hug him back. I cried into his shoulder and he stroked my hair. "It's okay baby it's okay let it out." Jimin said. I weakly banged my hand on his chest as I kept thinking about my mom. "Can we please just go back to the dorms? I need to get somethings ready for the babies." I sniffle looking away so he won't see me crying. "Nikki, you don't have to hide it okay. It's okay to show that you feel hurt. It's okay to cry." Jimin said kissing my cheek, jawline then my neck and hugging me again. I hugged him back and we got on the road to our dorms. I looked at my babies and just smiled. One is a boy and one is a girl. "Do they have names?" Jimin asks smiling at them. "No, my mom never named them." I smile at the babies. "Well then you should." Jimin said. "No I can't." I sigh. "Nikki you are their mother now. You get to name them, decide for them and love them as if they were your babies." Jimin said. "Well my mom loved the name Rain and my dad always loved the name Rider. So the baby girl is named Rain and the baby boy is named Rider." I said. "Rain and Rider. Beautiful." Jimin smiles looking at them. We got to our dorm and so we put the password to open the door and walked inside. "Welcome home babies." I said to the babies. We walk into the living room and I put them babies car seat of the couch. My members walk in. Namjoon walks over to me and hugs me. "Welcome home baby." He whispered as he kissed my cheek. I hug all of my members but then I noticed that Jungkook isn't here. "Jungkook isn't here because..." Yoongi said. "Lemme guess, he was the girl." I roll my eyes. "He wanted to buy stuff for the babies so he went to babiesRus." Yoongi continued. My eyes widened and get a little teary eyed. "But for now. We are really sorry baby. It must be really hard." Hoseok said hugging me.