Breaking The Sex Goddess' Heart

chapter 15

"Nicho" I called habang kinakatok ang pinto. Pero hindi siya sumasagot.

"Nicho, Babe" I called again pero wala eh.

"Heto ate yung duplicate ng susi ni kuya Nicho" sabi ni Niffa habang inabot niya saakin yung duplicate. May karapatan naman akong buksan ito kase fianceé ko siya.

"Thank you Nif" Sabi ko sakanya. Ngumiti ito at umalis

Nang buksan ko. Nakita ko siyang nakahiga sa kama habang tumitingin sa bintana.

"Babe" Humiga ako at lumapit sakanya. I rested my head on his chest.

"You know what you're right. You won't cheat if I didn't left you for my ambition" sabi niya at tumingin siya saakin. Bumangon ako at tumingin ako sa baba, hiding my pain and embarassment.

"Pero I did that on purpose. Sa tingin mo kapag hindi ko ginawa iyon, What will be the status of our life now?" He asked.

"Nicho please I'm tired arguing with you kasi alam ko kahit anong ko tama ka at magiging tama ka" I sighed "Akala ko ba bati na tayo? Akala ko ba okay na?" I added.

"Just answer my fucking question kase ang alam ko rin okay na tayo pero ang sakit pa rin! Nasasaktan pa rin ako Jadie and I don't know how to stop this feeling!" he said directly.

"but you didn't ask yourself first before you temporary left me. Hindi mo man lang ba na tanong what if we worked together. Posible ring mangyari ang tagumpay na narating natin ngayon. Pero wala na nangyari na. Nicho we cannot undo the past. I admit that I committed a mistake. Please just give me one more chance" I begged like a little girl who cannot have a candy.

"Is that an enough excuse? Just because I can't undo the past it doesn't mean let's just forget about it! You know what it feels like to be betrayed and treated like a shit? You don't know! You do not know Jadie! So don't assume this situation is very easy to get over with it! Because you don't know what it feels like to be hurted!" He shouted. I felt a pinch on my chest. Tama ang sinabi niya and that made feel like I don't really deserve him

A tears running out of both eyes. Tumingin ako sakanya "That's why I said sorry for that mistake because whatever I do, whatever excuses that I will make. I am still wrong." bumaba ako ulit ng tingin.

Bumangon siya at kinuha ang kanyang tsinelas.

"I'm just going to get something to drink." he said. Tumango ako at umupo sa sofa sa tabi ng kama at umiyak.

Nicho's Pov

Pupunta sana ako sa mini bar namin dito sa bahay pero hinarang ako nitong kambal at hinila papuntang sala.

"Kuya, Ipasyal mo naman kami sa mall!" aya ni niffa.

"Oo nga kuya!" Nikka agreed and pouted.

Gusto ko sanang maglasing ngayon. Gusto kong makalimutan ang nangyayari saamin ni Jadie. Habang tumatagal sumasakit itong nararamdaman ko. Oo nga, akala ko okay na rin ang lahat. Pero bakit sa tuwing sinasabi kong okay na naalala ko pa rin yung mga masasamang nangyari.

"Sige na nga. Magpalit na kayo" Sabi ko dito sa mga makukulit.

"We're already dressed!" Sabi ni Nikka na parang naasar pa ata sa sinabi ko.

Lumaki mata ko sa mga suot nila "Do you think I will let you go out with that--- suot ba yang mga yan? Sana naghubad nalang kayo" I said. Niffa and nikka are both wearing a short pants na talagang naemphasize ang salitang 'short' but Niffa wears a sleeveless blouse na kita yung cleavage niya while nikka wears a t shirt na pang grade 5 na kinasya lang sakanya but I heard Jadie called that crop top.

They both rolled their eyes. "Kuya naman these are what you call as fashion. You feel old na, have fun naman para matawag kang millenial" Niffa said. Palusot.

"Yeah kuya. I bet ate Jadie also wear like these" Nikka agreed.

"Ha-ha you wished. I won't let that lady wear like that one too!" I smirked. Yeah, Even Jadie too pero hindi ko pa siya nakikitang sumuot ng ganyan. Pero kapag nagsuot siya ng ganyan. Maybe I'll get erected and fuck her instead of going out together.  Ugh! Brains!

"Ehh kasi may seloso siyang boyfriend na half tao half kabayo half kangaroo half baboy half cow half demonyo and half unggoy!"

"hah! Look who's talking! Pig!" I answered but Niffa just stucked his tongue on me. Gusto kong hilain. Now we begin to insult with each other like kids until our mom came and told us to keep our voice low or better be quite because she and klein are sleeping. Nagising siya sa inggay namin.

"Kuya ba't nagaaway nga pala kayo ni ate Jadie kanina?" Nikka asked.

"Wala misunderstanding lang yun. Sige na magbihis na kayo. Try to wear something decent. Huwag na kayong makulit." Sabi ko sakanila at umupo ako sa sofa.

"Okay kuya" sabi ni Nikka at pumunta sa kuwarto niya. Susundan sana siya ni Niffa pero tinawag ko ito.

"Niffa" I called. Humarap siya.

"Yes kuya" she said.

"Paki sabi kay ate mo Jadie na magbihis siya at sumama sa pupuntahan natin." I calmly said. Baka mabored siya dito sa bahay at baka sabihin niya na ayaw ko siyang sumama.

Tumango lang si Niffa at pumunta na sa kuwarto namin. I just patiently sat here and waiting for them.