I will never stop loving you | m.y.g fanfiction

Chapter 3 - Heart Break

"Y/N~!" I heard Tae calling out my name, "What?" I ask, "Do you like Yoongi~?" He ask a bit childish, I looked at him shocked, "Ew! That guy is so cold! Why would I fall for him?! I never even liked him! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!" I lied shouting at him. He went out, I locked the door. And started crying. I hate myself for telling that. How and Why did I even fall for him?

{Flashback}

I moved in Korea to study, to be honest I don't have friends here. I miss it there in America. I loved it there. We were in this house, living in a neighborhood. I can say that this row is full of mansions. Ours is even a mansion.

{Time skip}

" Mom can I go out to grab some flowers and adventure out? " I ask, "Sure honey, bring Jina with you. " She replied, Of course. 11 year old me has to bring my 13 year old sister.

I came to my sister's room, "Sis." I ask, "Yes Y/N?" "Can you come with me adventure out?" I ask again, "Of course. " I can say, She is the BEST.

{Time skip to adventuring}

While we were grabbing some pretty flowers, we acted like a little kid. I saw a boy at the garden with another guy. "Y/N why don't you talk and make friends with them?" She looked at them and me. "Can you come with me? " I ask anxiously "I'll ask them for you?" "Yeah. " She nodded and went to them. "Hello!" She asked, "Hi..." One of them replied. "My sister and I would like to make friends with you guys, you see we are new to the neighborhood. And we don't really have much of friends here. " She explains. "Sure! I am Seokjin and this is Yoongi. Welcome to the neighborhood! " He humbly said. "May I know your age?" She chuckles. "I'm 13 he is 11. May I know yours? " They both chuckle while me and Yoongi just stand there bored that they are talking A LOT. "Same age. My sister is 11 and I'm 13. Are both of you brothers? " Seokjin looked shocked, "No we're just friends." He said, that guy is really nice. But I wonder what Yoongi sound like. Manly? Nice? Humble? Cute? Handsome? Wait. I'm saying these words. Am I In love with him? I'M STILL 11 HOW?!
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{End of flashback}

Knock.

"Y/N? Are you there?" I heard Jin calling me. "What do you want?! " I shouted, "Can you open the door? Please? " I grabbed the knob of the door, furiously opening it looking at Jin. "What do you want?" I ask, "Is your sister here in Korea? " He ask, "Yes she is now go to her and do lobby dovey stuff, No one needs me anyway." I tried closing the door but he stopped it from closing. "Wait. Where does she live? " He ask. "At Seoul, thank you. GET OUT! " I slammed the door furiously, punching everything having a trauma. I don't even know if anyone needs me. Why do I even have to live with them when I am just Useless to them?

[Next Day]

Another day came. Great. It's Mondays yay! Not. As I woke up I normally do my routine but, first things first. Grab my phone check for messages. There Is a message.

[TEXT MESSAGES]
President Jia: Hello class! Theere won't be classes today. (Don't ask that's what teacher told me.) So yeah. It will be uptill 7 Months. Enjoy your 7 Month vacation!

Jina: FINALLY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THISSSS!!!!

Youngmi: YAYYY!!! MORE BTS STANSSS FOR LIIFFEEEEEEEE!!!

(@Y/N Bring my husband here. Kay?)

Minjun: YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

You: Wow. You guys are so noisy.

I went out to get some breakfast. I saw Jin pass by with, Is he going out? He looked at me and waved. I waved back, this is awkward. He then went went to me, "Suga Hyung is upstairs. He kept on crying so he does not mind you to go check on him. " He whispered and smiled to me. "I'll go check on him. " I smiled back. I hope he wasn't hurt from what I said yesterday. I went upstairs and checked on him.

Oh. He is just writing songs?

I tapped on his back, he didn't say anything. I tapped again then no reply still, I then sat on his bed, staring at him like there was no one and nothing on the room. "Aish~! This kid." I said looking at his face. "If you don't wanna talk to me then okay. I know I am useless to everyone, I don't even know why am I here, or why I get to exist in life. If I didn't you'd be much more happier if I wasn't here. " I faked smiled infront of the mirror he was looking at. "Bye." I closed the door gently then went to my room. I locked the door once again, I was smiling for no reason. But then I felt like my heart was about to break, Then tears slightly started to form out of my eyes, then I started to frown more than smiling.

Knock.

"Hey... Y/N you okay right there? " I heard Jimin calling out, I started sobbing and crying more. "Y/N did anything happen between you and Yoongi? " He asked. "Y/N answer me!" He started shouting at me, "Fine, if you don't want to I'll ask Yoongi." He started being serious, I opened the door and hold his wrist, "Don't." I said not letting go of his wrist, he then led me to my room. Isn't this more awkward than the conversation with Jin? Him leading the way when I should be the one?

"Y/N tell me what happened. " He said being serious, While I thought it was just those silly pranks they make.

I became silent at first until he pushed his head towards mines. "Tell me what happened or... I will kiss you" I stared crying softly until he stopped, "Y/N please just tell me what happened. " He looked at me worried. "I told him that if I would have not existed he would have been more happier, then I told him that I was useless to all of you. " I started talking. "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?!" He shouted at me making me cry more, "I-I'm so sorry..." I apologize to him, "It's okay just don't say any of those things, you already know that we care for you and if he doesn't. Tons of us are." He said making me stop crying. "Come on, let's go to get some food. "
He said making me surprised "Are you joking?" I ask looking shocked, "Nope! I'll treat you somewhere you like. " He said cheerfully. He really is a brother to me.

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