Some sad stories

Stronger

(The song was Dead Girl Walking (reprise) from Heathers the Musical, specifically the part when Veronica and jd are arguing)

I wish she was stronger.

I wish he was gone.

I wish you were good.

I wish they understood us.

I hate to have to do this to you.

I've looked at you. From below you, from in front of you, from behind you. And never once have I seen evil. I've never seen bad intentions or a psycho.

I've seen you.

The one who wanted to hold me, who'd do anything for me.

The one who promised me I'd be happy.

The one who cried when I said it was over.

Not this.

Not a psychopath with only intentions to hurt and kill the people against me.

Not a murderer with plans to make everything better by killing the people I love.

So when I do this, I hope you can forgive me.

Because as hard as this is for you.

It is so much worse for me.

When I pull the trigger, you'll be gone, and I'll be gone and everything will be better.

I'm sorry it has to end this way.

But this isn't you.

And I can't stand watching the people I love fall apart.

I wish he was gone.

I wish she was stronger.

I wish you were better than this.

Then my life wouldn't fall apart because of you.

I wish I was stronger.

But most importantly.

I wish we were stronger.

Because although sometimes it's good to be weak.

Sometimes all we need it to be stronger.