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Ollie^^^^

      So right about now I should probably say a few things about me. I'm 17, I have a little brother named Carson. He is 14 and really grown up for his age. Are mom is dead and we live with my moms new husband Albert. He isn't smart by the way. Actually he's so dumb that we have to move AGAIN. So something you should know about me is I get abused. And well at this school I get bullied really badly. My "step dad" Albert (the dumb ass) punched me in the face and gave me a black eye. I don't get "rewards" because I guess I don't deserve them so I couldn't buy makeup. Of course they saw and we had to move plus he got me a whole new makeup kit. 

       Were moving to Florida which is on the other side of earth. By the way I live in England. We are moving to Florida. I have tried to do some tutorials on makeup and I'm actually really good at it. I don't want to be know at this school and Albert said if we made any friends we would regret it. I couldn't talk to anybody either. So basically I go to school work come back home get beat then clean up make dinner and then go to bed. Its either me or my brother who gets to eat and I chose my brother so he could be in better health. I currently weigh 79.00 pounds but my baggy clothes make me look really big. 

Today is my first day at school in Florida. We moved to a big mansion. Wow. I have a black Adidas sweatshirt that is 10 times too big. I also have on sweat pants that are too big. My brother doesn't talk to anyone but me. I would never let him go through what I do. It's terrible. We have a hiding spot in my room under my bed is a door in the wall that Albert didn't know about. We can crawl under there and hide. We stashed it with food, water, soda, and candy. We cant eat it unless we have to stay In there for a while. 

I walk to school with my brother because I'm scared of cars. I got in a car accident with my mom and I almost died. My mom did die. I was in a comma for a year. I am now terrified to go inside a car. I walk my brother to the middle school and he kisses me on the for head. I walk into the High School and get tripped while walking to my locker. All eyes on me and everyone laughed at me. I went into the girls bathroom cried my eye's out and missed half of my first block. I'm now the laughing stalk of the school and I'm known as fat ass, four eyes, and little bitch. Man I love my life. Right now I'm currently in Music and everyone has to play an instrument of some sort. My mom died 5 years ago and I have not played a musical instrument since. I can play the Piano, Violin, alto saxophone, Flute, and trombone. I used to love playing the piano the most.

The teacher says either we play an instrument in front of the class or change classes to P.E. Yeah no thank you id rather not. So I found out by the music teacher nobody  not even her can play the piano. So I asked to go last and she agreed. When it was my turn I go up and sit in front of the piano. Everybody looks confused. I start playing All of me by John Legend. They all look amazed and when I'm done I get up and look at them with a confused look. The teacher comes over to me and says "honey where did you learn to play like that". I told her what else I could play and found out nobody could play the violin. She asked me to play a song so I played Theme for Schindler's list by John Williams. They all just stared at me with wide eyes and so I ran and as soon as I got to the door the bell rang. 

I went and got my little brother and we walked home. When we got home I made spaghetti for dinner but aLbErT wanted steak so he punched me in my stomach and started kicking me in my ribs. I know for a fact I broke 3 of them. Then he got a spiked whip out and started hitting me all over my back. When he was done he told me to clean up the blood and make him some steak. After I made dinner I went to my room and into the walk in bathroom and wrapped myself up. Carson was in are hiding spot crying his eyes out and covering his ears rocking back and forth. I got him out from under the bed and we went to sleep.

I was forgotten about by the next day. It was lunch and Albert only gave us enough money for one of us so I gave It to Carson and told him I had lunch money. I sat in the cafeteria and read a book facing away from everyone. I felt someone sit down next to me and put there arms around me. It was my brother. I hugged him back and he asked me where my food was. I started to panic and told him I already ate and threw it away. He didn't ask questions thank goodness and told me about his day. All the sudden this tall boy and short Barbie came up to are table and said "your sitting in my spot". Me and my brother didn't pay attention to them so the Barbie comes up and yanks my hair which makes me scream in pain because again my ribs. My brother has tears in his eyes as he yells "STOP IT YOUR HURTING HER". I feel dizzy and the room is spinning. She throws me on the floor and I scream again. This time I'm breathing really loudly cause I think she just broke my rib a little more. I feel blackness trying to take over but I wont let it. I'm breathing loudly and the boy that was with the girl is panicking. I try to breath but I cant. My brother is bawling and a tear slides down my face. All the sudden he screams "YOU SLUT LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO HER SHE'S ALREADY HURT ENOUGH." He covers his mouth and the boy in front of me looks confused then angry. He yells for Bailey to leave and for someone to call 911. I feel  myself blacking out but  before I do I whisper into Carson's ear and say I'm sorry, But I don't think I can hold on any longer. He cry's even harder and screams "NO YOU CANT LEAVE ME YOU'VE FAUGHT FOR SO LONG DONT GIVE UP WHAT WOULD MOM WANT PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME WITH HIM." I fight to keep awake but I cant and I say as loud as I can and it comes out as barley over a whisper "I love you Carson, Please if I don't make it tell someone what's happening to us, Don't let him hurt you." He fires back and says NO NO NO please sissy don't leave me again". I feel I'm about to die so I say I love you Carson, I'll tell mom you said hi then I blacked out.

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