"Joys and suffering are part of life, one has to cry while others enjoy".This quote reminds me of my complicated child hood.I was born in a remote village of shemjong. I had a tough time to get enrollment in the school,I did not get proper guidance and advice. Health care and diet was not at all provide up to the expectation.I could not learn social skills, all i learned was to look after the cattles and to do house hold chores. So, I consider my life as cumbersome life because I was taken away from my parents in a young age, restriction was dominent in my life and I was humiliated.
Although I wish to be with my parents, sadly I was taken away from my them in a young age. I still remember that cunning man who snatched my parents love from me. I was nine when I left home. I was innocent boy, I did many disgusting like; stealing fighting living.I was alone filled with reasoning tears so, I cried almost every day and night. No one noticed me crying. Before going to school and after coming from school ;I was let to do heavy house hold chores, collect fire woods and cut grasses. My home work remained unattended every day. My academic performance was worse than any one else. Thus,it brought lots of negative impact on my life after I left my home.
Restriction was dominent in my life,I was not permitted to mingle with friends after school. I was not allowed to seat and play with his children. I was compelled to seat on the floor while they sat on the chairs. I was served at last. Some times I have to eat their left over foods, which now a days we do not give even to dogs. I was all the time send to cut the grasses and to do odd jobs. Were as they entertained themselves by watching movies. During holidays, they left for picnic but I was left behind to guard the house. Their children wore new clothes but I was given with old and turn ones. There fore I was permitted to explore my ideas as restriction was dominent in my life.
Humiliation was a part of my life. I was humiliated by every one, starting from small child to old man. I was humiliated by my class teacher about my poor hand writing. When I was Deliverig a speech I was abashed publicly by the TOD (Teachers on duty) owing to my poor English language. I was even looked down and ignored by my class mates for being poor in English. Thu I felt like leaving this mother land as my life was filled with humiliation.
My life became slow and complicated when I left my parents. I was young innocent boy, my life was almost domineated by restriction and humiliation. Still then I over came those challenges and I am here living happily today.
