sad. the sequel. || taekook.

depressed.

Jeon Jeongguk.

-Flashback-

Why must no one accept me? Why me?

I cried silently in my room, hearing my father storming about the living room already drunk.

I guess no one wants me to live anyways,

then why do I live?

Why am I making myself suffer in this miserable world?

I shook my head.

Stop talking nonsense,

I scolded myself.

I waited until my dad was passed out on the couch,

then I stepped into the kitchen to make dinner.

Reaching for a knife from the knife rack, to cut the slab of pork i had now in my hand,

I paused.

Why does death seem so much more inviting than life?