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After 4 years

Cassandra's POV

Ahhh "yyaaawwwnn" gusto ko pang matulog I feel so tired uggghh jetlag

"Mommy were stawving mommy I'm hungwy"

"Five more min.pa baby tam tam"sabi ko sa baby ko

" mommy do you want your babies to stawve death?"hay ang bata talagang ito talagang nangongonsenya pa using his cute little pout lips and cute voice

"Of course not baby"

Siya si Baby tam tam ko or should I say Samuel Spencer Scott yes you heard it right I named him after his father and the surname of course may karapatan parin siya bilang ama ng mga anak namin

Pero kahit ako isa parin akong Scott di parin naman kasi ako nakakatanggap ng divorcement papers ewan kahit na pwedeng pwede naman because we got married in USA

"MMOOOMMM" at ayun naman ang chan chan ko

Si Christian Stuart Scott ang maliit na version ng tatay niya

"Yes kuya coming I'll just do my rituals then I'll come down na okay"

If your asking hows life without him totally fine well nung una naninibago ako nangangapa pero buti na lng half ng kinikita ng kompanya ay sakin pumupunta  but of course ayaw kong mag rely doon so I decided to pursue my passion which is Singing  I started with joining little theatrical plays but as time goes by I grew and became known at binansagang "New Yorkers Nightingale" but for now I'll just have some welcoming concert then I'll be on vacation muna because I need to go back here because birthday ng Mommy and walang choice nagtatampo na rin kasi at nagagalit na kasi never pa kami ulit nagkita pagkatapos kong maglayas infact never niya pang nakita ang mga apo niya and she still doesn't know a single thing about them pa kaya nga kinakabahan ako eh kahit kasi sikat ako sa New York I still kept my life private in fact iisang tao lang ang nakakaalam kung nasaan ako nakatira, actually after kong bumalik nang bahay namin kinuha ko lang ang mga gamit ko don and headed my way to New York stayed there kasi meron naman akong safehouse doon na ako lang ang nakakaalam and left them no trace with a help of a friend kaya kahit ilang investigator oh detective pa ang binayaran nila wala pa ring nakahanap sa amin but then after four years I decided to go back  and actually kakadating Lang namin kahapon at nagligpit pa ako kaya ako pagod na pagod 

Btw wala akong balak bumalik sa bahay namin sa bahay na naging saksi ng lahat ng katangahan ko at ng bawat pasakit at kasiyahan sa buhay ko, kaya dito kami ngayon nakatira ng mga anak ko sa condo namin ng tatay nila noon nung college pa lng kami ito ang second and  last na floor at ang buong floor ay bahay namin and pag bukas mo ng main door ay ilang steps lang elevator na

Sa likod naman ay yung private elevator papunta yun ng parking lot actually amin tong condominium na building na to kaming dalawa ang may ari nito

It's been 4 years na rin at 3 years old na ang mga anak ko obviously their twins and si tam tam siya yung pinakamalikot at maingay siya ang bunso  si Chan Chan naman siya Yung tahimik pero makulit at pinakapasaway at siya ang panganay  kaya naisipan ko rin na maybe now is the right time na ipakilala ko sila sa buong mundo kasi mahihirapan na ako at sila kapag pinatagal pa at next na pasokan kasi paaaralin ko na sila

pagbaba ko nang hagdan si chan chan agad ang nakita ko this young man really is my very constant reminder of his daddy kaya hindi ko malimot limit Ang tarantadong yon eh btw nakaupo sia sa counter island sa kitchen namin habang yung isang bulinggit naman ay MIA

"Little kuya where is baby tam tam ???" Di niya ako kinibu hay nagtatampo na naman ata to

"Kuya bat di mi kinikibo si mommy?" Hala wla parin

"Baby are you okay what did I do? are u mad at me?"
At bigla na lang nangilid ang mga luha niya Kaya kinuha ko siya at kinanadong bigla na lng din niya akong niyakap ng mahigpit at binaon ang mukha niya sa leeg ko

"Kuya shh don't cry tell me whats wrong"ayun tiningnan Niya nanaman ako ng masama at ngumawa

"Youw aways like thawt to me mommy you caww (call) me kuya but you caww (call) tam baby am I not youw baby anymowe?" tapos umiyak nanaman siya

"Aaww baby chan you are , you two are mommy's babies noh don't be sad it's just that mommy likes calling you kuya"Ang babaw talaga nitong batang ito

"But I not like it owkay"

"Okay hahahaa okay baby it is"

"And you haven't gweeted me good morning yet when you got down you looked fow tam "

"Sorry baby Good morning I love you" at pinugpog ko siya ng halik and he giggled ang cute hahaha

"Hey you cheathewth (cheaters) kithing (kissing) each other withouth me"

"Come here you little rascal"at kumaripas na ng takbo ang maliit na bulinggit hahaha

"Iihhh mommy stop tam , l
wagi na lng thiya(siya) epaw(epal)" haha my babies and their cute slang Tagalog

"No way thath (that's) no faiw (fair)kuya"

"Hey it's faiw (fair) enouw (enough) you always do thith thogethew (together)whiwe (while)me I noth (not) awayth(always) do thith with hew(her) ".

Wow ang lalim naman ata ng hugot nitong batang to

"Baby it's okay hahaha stop fighting come here tam"

And this, this is how we start our day, A very perfect morning (•‿•)