All The Words I Wish I Said

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Dear Crush,

You are special. I hope you know how great I think you are. I only see you once a week, but in the year and a half I've known you, you have become the most important person in my life. I loved how invested in knowing more about me you are and asking me questions about my life. You have a smile that can make anyone's bad day better, because you do that to me all the time. I have a crummy day and you know how to make me smile. I love that you know how to be yourself and you don't have this need to please everyone. You know what you want in life and you never think your dreams are unattainable. You strive to be a good person all the time because you think treating others as you would want to be treated is so important.

I find it super attractive how much you love working with kids and playing with kids. You have a heart of gold and everybody knows it. One of the first things I liked about you was your love for your family. I love how you're not afraid to hug your mom in front of your friends because your mom is one of the most important people in your life.

I want to tell you how I feel about you, but I'm afraid you won't feel the about me. I don't want to ruin the friendship we've built. I see you and I want to tell you, but then I freeze up and no words come out. I want to tell you I won't like anybody the way I like you and I think we'd be really good together, but I just can't because i don't want to lose you. I would rather live in agony of the what ifs rather than tell you and everything be awkward between us.

I love your passion for music. No one can play the piano quite like you and when you sing, it melts my heart and I didn't think I could like you more, but everytime I find something else about you it makes me like you so much more. You have good things, but you also have flaws as well. The way you put yourself makes me want to take your face in my hands and tell you how amazing I think you are and how much you mean to me and how perfect I think you are. The way you think you will never find someone to love you. I am standing here afraid to tell you how I feel because I like you so much. You are the best person I can think of. Nothing you could ever do or say will make me love you less than I do. I am so lucky to know you even if I can't tell you how I feel. I will always be in your corner, rooting you on. Love you Always, Kaykas15

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