Chapter 4.

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Katy's POV:

Flashback:

'Fuck! The popcorns!' yelled Harry as he ran to the kitchen.We all followed him, realizing we forgot about it. Harry tooked the popcorns out of the microwaves. Too late, they were all burnt.

'What a good cook you are!' I joked.

'Hopefully we didn't ask you for some real food.' Louis continued. Liam, Niall, Jade, Perrie, Zayn and El laughed.

'You are all such bad friends!' He smiled. Oh god, how I love his smile. I actually love absolutely everything about him, he's the most perfect man on the whole world. Wow, it sounds like I'm in love with him... Am I? I don't know to be honest, all I know is that there's always has been that thing between us. I guess we'll just see how time will treat us. Whatever happens, we will always be friend, all of us. We grew up together, and we'll continue too. Me and my 8 best friends.

End of the flashback.

That's what I thought..

Louis' POV:

'What are you thinking about?' I asked Katy.

I just took her out of her thoughts. 'um, what?'

'I said: What were you thinking about?' I smiled.

'Oh, just some old times.' She faked smile.

'Hum, wich ones?'

'The good times.' Her voice broke.

'Harry's times, right?'

'Yes.' She said in a breath. I could see she was holding back her tears.

'Forget about it, love. He's a jerk.'

'He's not! He.. he just changed.' Tears fell down her face. I didn't know what to say, so I just hugged her. 'Why did he do that?' she continued.

'I don't know, Kat.. I wish I knew, but I don't.' she cried.

'You love him?' I asked.

She looked at me 'I don't.' She got out of my embrace. 'He broke my heart. I'll never forgive him.'

'He doesn't deserve your forgiveness anyways.' I smiled to her.

She can't face the truth. She has always loved him. She still does. And so does Harry.

Harry's POV:

Flashback:

It's been a week since I got in McKingley. I already knew who the 'popular' was. I wonder how it feels like to be one of them, but right now I have my 8 best friends, and that's enough for me. As I walked in the cafeteria, I saw them all at the table. I walked their way but got interrupted by some people waving at me. The populars. What did they want? I came closer.

'Have a seat!' Smiled the quaterback of the football team. I looked at Katy who gave me interrogatives glances. I shrugged my shoulders and took a sit at their tables.

'Ok, we'll go straight to the point. We think you have potential, and we want you to be a part of us.'

'A part of what?' I didn't understand.

'A part of the populars!' He said, like if it was obvious. Wow, I couldn't believe it. 'So you're in?'

'Of course I am!' I smiled.

'Great. But there's just something: we musn't talk to your friends anymore.'

I was shocked, my jaw dropped. 'W-What? but why?'

'They're losers Harry. And populars don't talk to losers.' I couldn't do that to them, to my best friends. But especially I couldn't do that to her. As I was about to refuse he said: 'Think about it. You'll get all the girls you want.' But I don't want all the girls. I want her. I looked at her. She was laughing. How can someone be so perfect? He must have seen I was looking at her because he said: 'She doesn't even want you mate. You're just a friend for her, and you'll never be something else. Get over her, she's a loser.' Those words resounded in my head. She never loved me, and never will.

'I'm in.' i replied.

End of the flashback.

This day, she came to see me after lunch, perfect as always. I wanted to hug her, to tell her that I love her, but I felt the eyes of my 'new friends' and I treated her like shit: 'Why the hell are you talking to me? loser.' She froze. I remember her incomprehension. I broke her heart. I definatelly did. I broke everyone's heart. I broke the heart of the 8 people I loved the most. After that, they all knew I changed, I was popular now. So they stopped talking to me, so did I.

I couldn't look at her after that. Everytime I did, I wanted to tell her how sorry I am, and how much I've always loved her. But I couldn't. And especially, everytime I look at her, all my feelings for her come back. So I was just ignoring her, until yesterday. I saw her face for two seconds, but these were the best two second I've spent in a long time. It made me remember those perfect times. Those times she loved me back, as a friend at least. I screwed up. I screwed everything up, with all of them. My best friends. But especially, I screwed everything up with her.

Eleanor's POV:

'Hey Guys!' I said as walking into the Tomlinson's house. 'W-what happened?' I asked when I saw Katy crying on Lou's arms.

'She misses the old times.' Lou fake smiled.

Harry's times. It happens to her sometimes, she cries because of that jerk. The one we all used to call our best friend, the one she was in love with -she still is. He broke everyone's heart. but especially he broke her heart. I remember how devastated she was when he started treated her like shit. But it was nothing compared when he slept with that girl. Slowly, she learned how to get over it, but sometimes, everything come back to her mind and she breaks down. Her feelings are still there, they always will be.

'Aw, hun. I swear i'm gonna kill him.' I said while hugging her.

She had a small laugh. 'Promise me you'll never do what he did to me, El.'

'Omg, of course I won't. You're my best friend and always will be. I love you!'

'I love you too.' she replied.

Niall's POV:

I know him. He made bad choices. And he does regret them, I see it in his eyes when he looks at me. They're saying: 'I'm sorry niall, I'm sorry i screwed our relationship up. I still love you all. I just don't know how to admit to you, I'm sorry I broke your heart, but mine's broken aswell'. We're all broken, the 9 of us. We miss those times, we miss Harry, and he misses us. But I don't even know if we could forget everything if he comes back apologising. We would all want to take him in our arms, but we can't forget the paine he caused us, especially the paine he caused to Katy. She still cries about it. They grew up loving each other, and older they get, bigger their love is. Even though they're apart; they're meant to be. The worst part is any of them realize they love eachother. They think that's just close friendship, but actually, it's unconditional love.

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Hey guys! So I really need to say it: I don't like that chapter, I think it sucks. I hope you got all the story, if you didn't get something, ask me I'll tell you. I've got lots of ideas for the rest of the story, so hopefully better chapters. (: Anyways, my twitter is @eleanormix if you wanna talk to me! :) Leave me feedbacks. I love you all! xx

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