what havin' a crush is like

like sitting in a cloud

She was sitting next to me at our class and I just couldn't make eye contact, I just felt like there was this brick wall between us that I suddenly put up. Fuck, she's my biggest whim at the moment. What IF I dated Jay? What would happen? I don't even know her real name. 

I looked at her and saw her put her earphones in, she was sitting by the window, sunshine kissing her brown skin, making her glossy lips pop more and revealing the real brown in her orbs. Brown eyes are so beautiful. I saw her touch her screen for a few seconds before choosing the one song she always chose. 

She started slowly moving side to side in her seat, placing a hand bellow my chin, smiling at me. I knew what was going to happen, she did this all the time. 

"Si tu quisieras esta noche ir a bailar, un chachachá, yo te puedo enamorar." she softly sang as she retrieved her hand from my chin and started ticking her pencil on her textbook with her other hand

I'm unaware of what face expression I may have at the moment, I smiled at her so she wouldn't ask 'why I was being weird today'. She took one of her earphones off.

"You wanna listen? We're done anyway." 

She repeated the song so I would get to listen to it fully. 

Our bodies moved in time with the song, she took my hand and started examining it. She was obsessed with cuticles, always been. She makes me want to stand up and dance to this stupid ass Josean Log song.