I do talk, a lot. I probably annoy everyone around me but I talk. Most of the times about nonsense to make people laugh. I make people laugh by joking about myself. Laughter is good, it makes you happy for a short period of time.
I guess my defence mechanism is the smile and jokes I display every day. The reality is that I am filled with self doubt, wondering if every decision I make is the correct one. I'm always scared and nervous to the point I feel 'sick'.
Not sick like the type that you would send me to the doctor for. I could only describe it as an uneasiness. Being uncomfortable to the point I don't want to leave and do what made me so nervous, like meeting up with friends or simply going somewhere.
I do end up leaving and once it's done I forget why I ever felt that way scolding myself for being a 'scaredy cat'.
Until it happens again.
Why? Because I'm Ellie.
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Hope you guys liked it. If it resembles any real life situation that is purely a coincidence.
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Laeyua
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