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I lay in my bed at night, eyes wide open, I can't sleep.

How am I suppose to choose?

Don't they have a heart?

I might as well start to get feelings for a member..

I grab my pillow and hug it tight, I hate life.

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I get into practice room the next day, I thought a lot last night.

"Y/N Did you make a decision?" my teacher asks suddenly smiling very nicely.

I clear my throat and sigh before speaking.

"I am going back to being a trainee for a different group, You guys can go on with 4" I tell them still unsure of my choice but it's okay, at this moment I am not choosing for myself but for my friends.

"Listen Y/N This is a chance you won't get often, why would you choose these 10 boys over your group" She asks and I shrug.

"I don't know, I will train hard enough to get in a different group" I say and she smiles.

"We'll see" She says and I bow.

"Okay goodbye then.. is cube already informed about this?" I ask and she shakes her head.

"I will talk to mr. Park" she says and now I hear the disappointment in her voice.

"okay then... goodbye for real" I saw and bow once again.

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"You did what?" Wooseok asks unbelievable the other members just stand there speechless.

"Well yeah.. I couldn't let you guys go" I say.

"Aaaww Y/N" Shinwon pulls me in a hug.

"I will get another chance" I say and my eyes meet Yuto's.

the way he looks at me makes my heart race.

"well at least you won't have those stupid camera's around you anymore" Hyojong tells me and we all laugh.

"yeah they we're REALLY annoying" I laugh and everyone agrees.

Later that day I sit on the ground while the members of Pentagon are dancing and getting ready for their new comeback, Yanan isn't there due to health issues and Hyojong is also gone which is really sad to me but I can't decide for cube.

My eyes keep looking at Yuto, I don't know why but they do.

The music stops and I quickly pretend to be on my phone the whole time already.

"So what do you think?" Hui asks as they all turn to me, I look up and smile.

"It was so good, I really like it" I say and they smile proudly.

"Let's go eat something now" Yeo One says and everyone agrees.

except for Yuto.

I look up at him and he just looks at me.

"I have some things I want to talk about with Y/N" He says to the other members and my eyes widen.

"Well okay then good luck you two" Shinwon says wiggling his brows and winking at me with a smirk on his face.

I laugh at his movements and wiggle my brows back.

"Jinho this isn't for your eyes" Hongseok says covering Jinho's eyes quick.

"What? I'm the oldest in here?!" Jinho replies and hits Hongseok's shoulder.

Everyone starts laughing.

"Put you and Wooseok in a room and no one will believe that you are older believe me" Hui laughs and after that everyone leaves the room still laughing and joking around.

"Bye guys" I yell and some of them wave.

"What do you wanna talk about?" I ask Yuto as we are alone.

"Well umm, Why'd you choose for us, I mean we could've find a way to still be friends behind everyone's back" Yuto asks, I can hear the nervousness in his voice while asking that question.

"Well, We could've be friends or even date behind everyone's back but look how that turned out for Hyojong, look Yuto, I don't know how to say this but there's definitely something going on between us and I don't want to let that go just because I can be in a Kpop group, which is a once in a lifetime chance but I'd rather choose for love and friends then for money" I say and he smiles.

"Why are you so amazing?" He asks me and I smile feeling my cheeks heat up.

"Should we watch a movie at our place before the members come back?" Yuto asks and I nod.

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ATN:

sorry sorry sorry for not posting in SO LONG.

I've been really busy with school lately and I want to focus on that but I have some time to write now so here you go.

I will try to publish a chapter tomorrow too.

BYEBYE, thanks for still voting for this book and reading it, it means a lot to me

LOTS OF LOVE

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