My Story

Chapter 1

A College Girl Life

A first year student of a big university name Martheena...

I always remember after going to school I go in my own classroom with my stuff toys..I teach them, I talk with them, and I gave them assignments like a real students. Its crazy but its true.!So I enroll Education as my course.

Since then, I promise to myself that I will be a teacher.

First day of class..First day of being independent cause I left my family in our province..

I felt the same feeling of the OFW even Im here only in Manila..

I used to eat by myself, ironing my clothes eventhough I dont know how, wake up early for preparing my food or to fall in line in our bathroom cause we are leaving in a house that we called "boardinghouse" which we used to wait for your turn to take s bath..

I felt homesick every now and then even I live with my bestfriend....

Arriving very early in the campus with my mother (she makes hatid pa, like nursery) in the gate only.

I search my room which is room 201, while walking,I saw a girl waiting in front of the room..She called me and told that Im look like a model because of what I wear or I walk..Thats my first girl friend, she is Bernadette..

Second is Teng. Bernadette called her and sits beside me, and we became friends and also with Tina,my third girl friends.

We are in a block section thats why we are always in a team..Even in eavesdropping..

A semesters ends..

So I decided to say YES with my suitors for almost a year..I believe that I can handle it and Im already college.. I think....

His name is Nino..He is my first boyfriend in text (we are textmate before).

I said yes before we meet.

After a week of being boyfriend and girlfriend, he asked me too meet in person..Of course I said yes.

We met in one mall near in our boarding house, then we went to other mall where we are comfortable,no one can see us especially my schoolmates..lol

Year,months and days passed...

Happy and contented with him. He always in our house, malling,shopping,watching movies,sharing his problem and my problem in class but one day...I felt something that is not for good in a girlfriend and boyfriend relationship..

We are not in a good terms...Sometimes no communication, sometimes he will text and I will text back and then, nothing..

I even celebrates our monthsary and anniversary by myself or sometimes, he just asked my classmates to surprise but its not enough.I need his presence..I need the love.I don't need his money.I need HIM.

So I decided to call him or text that I need to talk him badly about my/ our relationship in person.

So he went in our boarding house and talk but I decided that will be our last time we see each other ..But he did not agree..

But I already decided.That's final...

So I just focus with my studies and meet some friends...