{Kirbaku/Tododeku} I Met Him On The Internet

/Sad Hours\

Todoroki POV:

I knock on Izuku's door and hear footsteps. Slow footsteps. The door opens, revealing his mom. "Oh, Shoto.." She sighs.

Her hair is messy and it looks like she's had trouble sleeping. "Are you ok?" I ask. "Yeah.." She almost falls but I catch her.

"Are you sure?" I help her to the couch. I notice that the TV has no signal, odd. "No...Izuku went missing..this weekend.." Inko begins to sob.

"What? Are you sure? Is there anywhere that he could be?" I ask. "I've checked, nowhere.." She shakes her head.

Who would do this though? Or why would he do this? The TV starts working again and we see someone malicious looking. "I'm Tomura Shigaraki. I have your little Izuku right here." He picks up Izuku by the shirt.

He looks terrible, like he's been beaten up multiple times. "There's nothing you can do to save him." He smiles and drops him.

"Hiya!! I'm Toga! Toga Himiko! Now you have to watch him die!!" A girl with golden blonde hair waves, knife in hand. I try turning off the TV but nothing happens.

I watch Izuku get stabbed for what feels like years.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry..

I wake up in a cold sweat.
It was just a dream, thank god. I run over to Izuku's and knock on the door. He opens it and hugs me. "YOU'RE ALIVE!" I yell. "Uh yeah, I sure hope I am??" He laughs. "I had the craziest dream, you were being murdered by random criminals." I hug him tighter.
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After School

I walk to the front gate waiting for Izuku since he had to talk to the teacher about something. I wait until the school closes and he's not there.
Don't tell me he..
I start racking my brain to think of places he would go. The bridge is the closest place so I'll start there.

I walk over there and see him relaxing his arms on the railing, looking at the sunset. "Izuku?" "Oh, Shoto. Sorry for bailing.." He laughs awkwardly.

"That's fine, what are you doing here?" I ask. "Admiring the sky.." He replies dreamily. "Why are you really here?" I question. "Do you ever think of a world where you don't exist, a world where everything works perfectly without you?" He sighs. "Izu -k u .." Everything glitches and I wake up.

Ok what the hell is going on?
I'm just gonna skip school today..
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I hear a knock on the door. "Come in"
The door opens revealing Izuku. "Hey, you didn't come to school today.." He sits on my bed. "Yeah, I had these terrible dreams." I laugh gently. "Wanna talk about them?" He asks.

"I don't remember..huh." I sigh. They must've been bad though. I pinch myself. I feel nothing.
Another dream.

"Hey, Izuku." "Yeah?" "..I love you." "Thats a pretty strong word, don't you think?"
That was a joke, but now I'm starting to realize that I do love him.

I wake up and pinch myself. This is real life. I quickly get dressed and run to Izuku's house. "Inko, is Izuku here?" I ask.

"No, he just went to pick up Eijiro." She smiles warmly. "Thank you!" I yell as I run over to his house.

"Izuku!" I yell. "Hey!" He waves. Kirishima comes down and meets us, with Bakugo. "So you guys-" "Don't." Bakugo warns. We all laugh and start walking to school.

"Hey, Izuku. Can we talk? There's a lot of time before class starts.." I pull him aside. "Yeah, sure." He smiles.

"Izuku..I love you." I sigh. "I love you too!" He exclaims.

"Wait, Izuku, what do you mean by love?" I ask. "I love you as my best friend! I also love Eijiro and Bakugo!" He laughs.

Of course he doesn't love me. "Aha Yeah. Uh I just wanted to make sure we're on the same page!" I laugh awkwardly. "Great!" He skips off to his seat.

I watch as my crush skips happily to his seat, completely unaware of my crush on him.

No. The love of my life.
I know we've only met this summer, but I have this feeling, a strong feeling that he's the one.

Someone that I know, I will love for as long as I live.

And he doesn't like me back.

He's completely oblivious.

He doesn't know.

How

How could I be so dumb
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A/N: a kinda long chapter ay
I got all emotional over something (don't know what) so I wrote this and
Yeah I feel better