One Last good bye

To the Original Hybrid who loved me the most, one last goodbye:

Dear Klaus,

I hate the way you look at me like I am a missing part of your body that you intend to retrieve

I hate the way my body responds to you even when I don't see you, and the electricity hovers around my surroundings when we are together

I hate the way is so easy for you to switch off from the evil villain when you are with me and takes me forever to do the same

I hate knowing that you see me the exact way I've always wanted someone to, even without me ever needing to make any effort

I hate the fact that someone who has done so many terrible and despicable things owns a piece of my soul

I hate when you lie to my face

I hate when you don't keep your promises

I hate that you promised me however long it took and yet you left me alone like everybody else or worse because you didn't go alone, no, you took with you the piece of me that in silence knew you would always wait for me

I hate that I can see in the mirror, in my attitudes and behaviour a part of me that I became just because of you

I hate that you get to rest in piece and I will burn with my feelings for the rest of my eternity

I hate that I love you and I will never forget you

"But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all"

With love and hate,
Yours truly,
Caroline.