I drove by all the places we used to hangout getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me your doing fine
And your somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes u start to wonder was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
"Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't mean them
Like ever single wish we ever made
I wish that I cause wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I admit I like to see them I admit I feel alone
All my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy and face that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It like we've never happened was it just a lie?
If what we had was real how could you be fine
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left be hide you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all this was just some kind of twisted dream
I'd hold you closer then I ever did before
And you'd never slip away And you never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
And the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like ever single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with
Amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all
No I'm really not fine at all
Someone tell me this is just a dream
Cuz I'm really not fine at all.
