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Yoongi's eyes almost fell out at what he heard.
"What ?! Now ?! ..." , his mind screamed .
But it was too late . All the five twisted their heads to look at them and Jimin spoke , "Well...Yoongi and I have this thing going and it happened a while ag-"
"NO!?! Don't tell them about ...our ...your problem .",Yoongi continued earning a wierd look from Jimin , "Guys , he just wants to go live with me . "
"What ? Hyung , why ar-"
" He has some stupid idea about us but i guess he just wants as much attention as Sope gets ..!..", Yoongi added a laugh at the end which worked. The rest five males broke down into giggles , with Namjoon shaking his head at Jimin and Jungkook resting his arm playfully on his head who could do nothing but stare at his love with an expression of disbelief .
Yoongi soon excused himself and walked out of the room . Jimin wouldn't even look at him but instead chose to stare out the window and Yoongi noticed how shiny his eyes looked . Once in the dark hallway he slumped his body against the wall , gleaming tears leaking down his cheek . He had effectively ended the one thing in his life which made him more happier than he knew he could feel. He didn't understand what stopped him , but something held him back . He had recently discovered that he was gay after catching himself staring at Jimin whenever possible and talking with him and feeling butterflies when he entered a room . The whole thing was still new to him and his mind had back flipped . He fell against the bathroom sink after a while , while his body shook convulsively with sobs.
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It was over . What they had for days , was over .
"What was i Thinking ?!" , Jimin whispered , " It's Yoongi hyung for god's sake, how could i think he held genuine feelings for me ... He was just probably horny "
Jimin's cheeks were swollen red as he held his face in his hands , laying among messy blankets which still smelled like Yoongi - like a garden warming in the sun.
Just then he heard a knock on the door.
"Go away , I am busy .." , Jimin managed in a fake merry voice .
Silence .
"it's me..."
"oh yAH ?!? ITS YOU ? OH I AM SOOO HAPPY ABOUT THAT.... GO THE FUCK AWAY ... Its over "
"Aniyo , aniyo .... Jimin-ah listen to me ... I was..n-not read-dy" , with that Yoongi broke down into loud sobs .
It took a lot out of Jimin to not run out there and then and pull his boyfriend into his arms .
" what was it huh ? Are you ashamed of being gay ? Or are you .... Ashamed of having me as your boyfriend?"
This only made the decibel of Yoongi's sobs pitch higher .
"Jimin-ah ....Saran-ngheo", was all that he could manage before collapsing before Jimin's door.
Silence . Silence . A dark void was closing in around Yoongi . The love of his life was in the room in front and it felt like he was the one to have closed the door . His cries now were soundless , only made of raw pain as he dug his nails into the flesh of his palm . It seemed like forever , him lying on the cold floor , his life issuing out of his eyes .
Then it all stopped .
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A warm pair of hands encaged his shaking body and a familiar tingling coconut smell filled his heart .
"Hyung .. Stop bawling like a baby .. I am right here"
Yoongi looked up at Jimin . He had moist cheeks and ruffled hair . But also a smile on his face , Yoongi loved so much.
"Mianhe ...mia-an-he"
"Shhhh...." , Jimin cooed before pressing a warm kiss on his boyfriend's forehead .
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Jungkook was wide eyed while Namjoon and Seokjin cheered at what Yoongi and Jimin told them in the evening , with their hands linked and with smiling faces . Taehyung dropped Yeontan onto the floor as he gasped sarcastically , " Hyung , it took you more time to admit it than we thought. Good thing its out finally"
"Bo? You knew?", Yoongi looked surprised .
"Yes , we knew . How can you be all shy around Jimin , stare at him all day long and smile at his pictures without us knowing ?"
Yoongi blushed deeply as Jimin gave his classic cute laugh .
Once outside , Yoongi gently pulled Jimin into his arms and inched towards his lips but Jimin playfully pulled away , faking an angry look .
Yoongi whispered , " It was always you Jimin"
"Always ?" , Jimin smirked as he leaned into Yoongi's grasp again .
The End
They live happily ever after
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[FF] It was always you
FanficA mint haired boy and a shy angel . Love isn't the only thing that springs up between them ... ••• "Always?", Jimin says before sinking into Yoongi's arms ••• A/N - First fanfic !! Hope you like it <3