Next summer is going to be the best moments of my life. The wait itself is excruciating. Everyday im full of longing for you. I want to feel your touch on my skin, your nails in my back, your lips on mine, being able to tell you and show you everything. With everything ill wait for everything that comes with being us. I want to show you most of all the ways I need you in my life. Because if your not in my future I will never be the same.
I look at the pictures i have taken of you everyday knowing ill be there soon. I think about what it would be like if i was there with you in that moment. Or what it would be like if i was there everyday spending my days by your side. Would it be full of passion and need or would it be full of every word spoken and every moment taken. Every sense put into one to make a bond that is still so strong more stronger. My love for you grows everyday. My passion and drive keeps me waiting for you. But in everything its because of all the reasons I want you in my life. The reasons keep me going and yeah i might be a bitch and say "babe get your ass over here." With every morning i wake up and turn hoping to see your beautiful eyes looking back at mine. Every day i think about you being more than just my girlfriend and my best friend. I think about you being my wife. And then the word doesnt seem like a bad place anymore. Just the fact that youll be in my life makes me happy enough. And one day when you turn 19 ill be there to fall to one knee. And spill my heart out to you. And i know you dont want a ring you dont want all that you just want me to be called your wife. But this is you and you deserve the whole nine yards. And you deserve the happiness, love, caring and passion. You deserve everything and anything. Im willing to give it all to you my love. And you alone. In all the ways i need you, i just want every moment with you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
P.S. when I see you for the first time next summer. Imma lose it. Crying the whole nine yards. But you have to be there to pick me up. Because I know what i want to do when i see you.
P.S one more thing sorry everything is jumbled into one big obnoxious paragraph. Im very tired and woke up with this to say to you. But realized your not awake yet so i wrote it all down.
YOU ARE READING
Waiting For You
RandomI wait everyday counting down the countless hours and months to come be with you.
