Nash griers little sister

Ive changed

Hannah's pov.....
"Hannah hurry up we are gonna be late to school!" Hayes screamed running around the house trying to find all his stuff for school. Me on the other hand I could careless if I forget something or do bad in school because I believe we are all gonna die one day so why stress. None of this will matter when we are dead. Let me introduce my self. I'm hannah Grier, yes Nash griers little sister and Hayes griers twin. I also have an older brother will Grier and a younger sister sky. I'm not close with will, or sky, but Nash and Hayes are my best friends. Hayes is my only friend at school since I get bullied. Hayes is very popular and every girl loves him. Nash and I use to be very close but he left for magcon four months ago and hasn't been back since. We use to FaceTime all the time but eventually we lost all contact. It doesn't matter, he would hate the new me. You see a month after Nash left I felt like I needed to find a boyfriend. I went out with this kid named Hudson. He was the most popular boy at my school and at the time I was the most popular girl. After two weeks he started becoming violent. He beat me, I told my family that I just tripped. They believed me since I'm very clumsy. He tried to rape me but my old friend Ben saw and stopped it. I broke up with him and he wasn't happy so he told the whole school really mean things about me and he told everyone to beat me. Since he was popular they did. For some weird reason Hayes never even knew what was happening. Hayes still doesn't know and I want to keep it that way. Know one knows that he tried rapping me or that he beat me and I hope to keep it that way. Anyways after everything that happened I realized it did happen because I didn't guard my heart which was stupid. So I changed, I hardly ever smile, I never let anyone touch me not even family, I don't talk to anyone except for family, and I wear all black and act like I am stronger then I actually am. I use to be happy all the time, I laughed non stop. Hudson took away the old hannah.