There's always a price when it comes to dating someone famous. You have to deal with the hate, keeping things private, and the overall struggle of trying to maintain a real relationship. For Ethan Dolan and me, I knew these hardships all too real.
After nine months of keeping a secret, we had came out with our relationship two days ago. The loads of hate I got was tremendous, but I tried to pay attention to the good things. That being said, nothing could've compared to the events of this morning.
Last night Ethan had gone out with his friends and stayed the night, which was fine by me as I had a girl's night in. But, waking up to your phone buzzing over and over again gets you worried. Before I even checked my phone, I mentally prepared myself to read that he had been in some kind of accident, and hell was I worried. But my heart shattered to a million pieces when I saw the news that the whole world was sharing with me.
Articles with pictures from last night, but they were all labeled along the line of "Ethan's New Girl After Just Opening Up About His Relationship?" I almost didn't open it and look at the pictures, but curiosity got to me. I viewed the pictures slowly, taking in the fact that Ethan had his fingers intertwined with someone else. I felt tears brim around my eyes. Usually these articles are bullshit, but this one seemed different.
Now, I'm sat on the couch, in a pool of my own tears just waiting on Ethan to come home. A small part of me hopes that he will come home and hold me and tell me it was all just paparazzi screwing with my head, but I am not so sure. I hear the clicking of the front door opening and closing, and I sink lower into the couch.
"Hi, baby," Ethan half shouts as he enters the house.
When I don't respond, he calls out again, "babe?"
The most I can do is sniffle from the couch and hope he hears me. My small gesture works and he runs to my side at the couch.
"Baby, what's wrong?" he says, scooping me into his arms and sitting down.
Wordlessly, I open my phone and shine the articles right into his eyes. He grabs the phone and looks at it, eyeing the words slowly.
"You don't really believe this, do you?" He asks in a quiet voice.
"I-I," I splutter, in a wet, teary voice, "I don't kn-ow what to believe."
Ethan looks down at me lovingly, "baby I promise you this, never in a million years will I ever cheat on you. You are my everything, okay? The media is stupid, they don't get every side of the story. Cut off to the side of the pictures Grayson was holding my other hand, and James was holding hers, we were just being stupid. I swear."
I sigh a breath of relieve and begin to cry again. Not tears of sadness, just tears of gladness because I wasn't going to lose my baby.
"Why are you crying, love?" Ethan coos, cuddling me closer to him.
"I just love you a lot," I breathe into his chest.
"I love you more."
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Hiii okay I just really love Ethan Grant Dolan with my whole soul sooooo yeah there you go im just gonna update this whenever i feel like it so im not sure how consistent this will be!
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